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THE END.

2006-12-06T05:43:00.000-08:00

HELLO PEOPLE.

i'm gonna close down this dumb diary.
yes, there is nothing good about my life now.
maybe i will reopen this when i find happiness again.

I'm awake in this infinte cold.
nothing beats losing a loved one, so dear to your heart.
nothing beats breaking this connection that we held on for more than 15years.
nothing beats losing your blood-related relative.
many reckon that being in a one sided relationship is hell, or being backstab by your friends or your loved one cheating on your back. To me, all these doesnt really matter anymore. Perhaps, they never experience true agony before. These heartaches and misery i felt is nothing compared to pain inflicted on your skin. Everynight, i have to put on a brave front to my family. Crying under the shower, stubbornly biting my finger to hide those cries from being heard. Whats hurts the most is knowing that your whole family is hiding their sorrowness behind your back too. What hurts the most is to look into her eyes and see her slowly slipping away from you, slowly losing count of her breath. The hardship of carrying on with your life, knowing that your loved one aint gonna return to your life is pure torture. Reminiscing those days that you would quarrel with my mummy and make me laugh cause its so silly. Holding on to those pictures in which we shared many smiles together, as a family. Giggling at how child-like and adorable my granny is when she sneak out to read people's fortune without telling my aunty. I'll always remember. Holding desperately to a coffin of hope, that she would come back and love me once more. Please come back and laugh with me. Please come back and teach me how to cook your best dish. Please come back and talk to me. Please come back and smile at me. Please come back and hold my hands. I'd cheat destiny just to have you back in my eyes.

I'd die for you just to have you back.
I'm giving you all of me.

Will my weakness fall and and now make me suffer for a lifetime? Is there any way to be made me whole again? Is there any way to make me see the light again? Is there any way to make me smile again? Will i find the strength i never had to see through this agony? Will my scars forever ruin my life?

You'll rise to heaven and be that star to shine forever.
I LOVE YOU, granny.

sunrise sunrise. (:

2006-11-23T23:10:00.000-08:00

SNAPPLE FACT OF THE DAY : eskimos use refrigerators to keep their food FROZEN!

THAT IS DUMB REAL DUMB! (:
HHAHAHAHHA!

met jane HORNY at hougang mall! (:
OH MY GAWWWWWWWWD WE ARE DAMN FATED LAA!
we were talking on the phone, and then the background was so familiar cause there was a looney tunes christmas concert on the 1st floor!
we were just one floor different!
HAHAHHAA!
when is our SENTOSA OUTING hur?!!

wednesday night CASINO ROYALE with dali, melvin, lily! (:
it was a preeety good movie! (:
JAMES BOND IS OLD AND KINDA GOODLOOKING FOR HIS AGE! (:
i like old men now! (:
his body is FLAWLESS laa! but his packs not that good!
HAHHAHA. lily is just as preeeety as before!
oh here is our favourite line!
' take the next lift. there is not enough space for me and your ego! '
WHAAAT A FREAKING COOOL LINE by the female actress!

AGAIN, dali introduce to me my brand new favourite snack ' CHEESE PRETZELS ' !!!
dali is my FOOD LOVER mans!
going out with dali is greeeaaaaaaaaaaat cause you get to enjoy new snacks everyday!

list of my favourite snacks! ( GOT TO FILL YOUR TUMMY WITH THIS GREAT DELIGHTS! )
1. CHEEZE PRETZELS ( carrefour! )
2. CHEESY TOFU ( outside centrepoint! )
3. smoked bacon chips ( carrefour! )
4. roasted chestnut
5. TAO KAE NOI!

chinatown with her. (:
and custom made my very own DUCKIEEEE NECKLACE!! (:
it has lil duckiee attached to it! (:
i got a stripey zebra necklace too! (:
LOVE THAT SHOP! (:
LOVE THAT UNCLE! (:
LOVE MY DUCKIEE AND ZEBRA NECKLACE! (:

out with FUTURE BOYFRIEND later! (:
concert concert here we come! (:
lets see, how many ah bengs will ask for my number later! (:
its at ZHONGHUA SECONDARY SCHOOL yep.
HOW EGG-XICITING! (:

THANK YOOOOOOOOOUUUU PECK YUNZHEN! (:
you helped me when i was in desperate need! (:
send me my songs someday yep! (:
WHEEEEEEEERRREEEEE AREEEEEEE YOOOUUU?! (:
i need you like how i need my nipple stickers! (:
LAOSAI LOVER MISSES YOU TRUCKLOADS! (:

currently, i'm in love with michael buble, norah jones, ray charles, etta james, ella fitzgerald and christina aguilera. (:
somebody pleasee get me their cds! ):

a bouquet of rose or a bouquet of lies?

yipeeeeeeeeeee!

2006-11-21T18:28:00.000-08:00

SNAPPLE FACT OF THE DAY : a danish guy invented the burglar alarm, unfortunately it got stolen!

HAHHAHAHA! THIS IS SUCHA FUNNY FACT!!

TUESDAY went to make my passport!
I HAVE TO WAIT FOR A FREAKING 100PEOPLE!
100 TORTOISES I MEANT!
SCREAMSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
anyway, the police kept staring at my bag when i walk in!!
why does all the police think that my bag contain BOMB?!
HAHHAHA. maybe its because i was standing beside a suspicious indian guy that carried a suitcase!

ARAB STREET, then town with dali and eme! (:
we finally found our dresses! (:
all in the same shop. me and dali look like the TREES!
she's brown and i'm green!

OH DALI JUST FOUND HER HIDDEN TALENT! (:
she can speak DOG LANGUAGES! (:
HAHAHHAHAHA! ( roll on the floor and laugh! )
when she woof woof to the dogs, they replied her!
at first, we thought it was a real dog barking at us laa!
FUNNNNNNNNNNNNY!

walked her home AGAIN! (:
and we just realised ANGELINE NEO stay near us! (:
in the mrt, i was like saying that both of their boobs are SUPERRR BIG!
dali heard wrongly and replied " ITS NICE RIGHT?! " ( she smile nicely and nod her head! )
HAHHAA! cause she thought i said that both their primary school very big!
you should have seen her innocent look on her face while i was jaw-dropped with that HUR look!
RIDICULOUSLY FUNNY! (:

LOUWEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! (:
my shoulders are cleaned dusted ironed swept autosoiled for you to lie on! (:
RUN TO MEE AND I WILL CATCH YOU WHEN YOU FALL. (:
dont worry, sugarypuff is here for yooouu. (:

here's a song for you. (:

When you get caught in the rain
With nowhere to run
When you’re distraught and in pain
Without anyone

We keep prayin’ to saved
But nobody comes
And you feel so far away
That you just can’t
Find your way home
You can get there alone
It’s okay
What you say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

And if you keep falling down
Don’t you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound
So keep pressing on Step fastly
And you’ll find what you need
To prepare
What you say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

And when the wind moves
And shadows grow close
Don’t be afraid
There’s nothing you can’t face
And sure they tell you
You’ll never pull through
Don’t hesitate
Stay calm and sane

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hol
d tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

i know that louisa wong shu en is strong enough. (:

MOVIE BLIND DATE WITH FROG PRINCEY SOOOOON. (:
you slow snail brain! (: HAHHAA.

MINGJIE!!

2006-11-21T18:19:00.000-08:00

SNAPPLE FACT OF THE DAY: 10% of the world are GAY!

MONDAY out with dear. (:
her new hair colour is NICEEEEEEE! (:
i like i like. (:
she wore this stupid shirt which looks like A&W UNIFORM!
HAHAHHAA. loser! (:

SWISS CULTURE restaurant has GREAT FOOD! (:
j is stupid like some shithead!
she dont even know how to order any food!!
i should have ask the restaurant whether they serve DOG FOOD for her!
POPEYE'S FISH AND CHIPS! (:
too bad its for kids below 10! ):
next time i shall suck a pacifier and wear baby's clothings! (:
MY LOOKS ARE ADORABLE ENOUGH WHAAAAT! (:
HAHAHHAHA. whatever.
my steak fly to the floor! (:
COOOOOOOOL.
SHE IS SO UNGENTLEMAN!
she just push the chair for herself and set her big ass down!
i think i'm gonna ditch her for MINGJIE!!! (:

TOY'R'US with her! (:
run around like crazy!
played with the GIAP GIAP toy! (:
HAHAHHAHA.
i wanna squeeze her BIG BOOBIES mans!
bought our very own LOVE WALKIE TALKIE! (:
so that we could communicate next year in different classes!
' OVER OVER FAT PIG! ' (:
anyway the tamgotchi guy is niceeeeee! (:
we share the same EAR SHIT!! (:
HAHAHA! cause he let me listen to his ipod! (:

shop shop shop till my ass drop! (:
force her to wear this RED SEQUIN GLITTERY TANK TOP! (:
too bad i cant load the picture!
SOOOO SAD! SHE LOOKS LIKE GEYLANG PROSTITUE!
this time i learnt my lesson!
i'm not gonna elaborate what happen in the changing room!
HAHAHAHA.
just know that my stomach is damn pain!
its like going through the giving birth process! ):

ZARA!!! (:
saw this BLING BLING tube and wanted to try it out!
oh and the woman stopped her at the changing room!
HAHAHHAA! cause ' ONLY FEMALES ARE ALLOWED! '
after, i acted out a show for dali on the phone!
STOMP STOMP STOMP on the floor!
HAHAHHA! lied to her that i left ZARA but i was just stomping on the floor!

TENNIS WAS CANCELLED CAUSE OF RAIN! (:
i missed coach mike SHINY BALD HEAD THAT REFLECTS LIKE A MIRROR! (:
i suspect that he is my FATHER! (:
HAHAHHAA!

wedding dinner on saturday was FUN! (:
i made a stupid request for rice! and the waitress went to another level just to get me rice! HAHA!
VALERIE WORE A SLIPPER TO WEDDING!
HAHAHA. how dumb! she dont even dare to walk out of the ballroom!

sat on the car beside MINGJIE! (:
he's taller than mee, cutee, nicee!! (:
SCREAMS! EVERYTHING I WANT IN A GUY! (:
too bad he have too many flings!
anyway, val's bf that NEW URBAN MALE GUY is a TOTAL HIMB0 and a JOHN TUCKER!
those whom wanna know about this JOHN TUCKER, ask meee!
he is the DUMBEST GUY I EVER SEEN IN THE PLANET!

I WANT MINGJIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! (:

ROSYTHIAN! (:

2006-11-18T04:03:00.000-08:00

SNAPPLE FACT OF THE DAY : it is possible to lead a cow up the stairs but not down stairs.

For ROSYTH SCHOOL our rosyth school.
To serve we will endeavour,
A leading light a shining bright.
ROSYTH SCHOOL FOREVER! (:

friday morning was spent in ROSYTH SCHOOL! (:
my lil broiee is the 1ST IN CLASS. (:
AGAIN!!!! i hate him mans! HAHAHA.
last year, i was shocked when i heard a primary 4 girl called RACHEL LIM HUI FANG! (:
this year, i went crazy when i heard a primary 6 girl called RACHEL FOO SI WEN!! (:
HAHHAHA! (:

anyway, my mummy is crazy crazy SIIAOOOOOOOOOO mans!
SHE WENT BERSEK TAKING PICTURES!
she practically took pictures of ALL THE TEACHERS and even PARENTS?!
she asked the PRINCIPAL and the HEAD PREFECT to help her take a picture laa!
me and my lil broiee ran away from her!
EVEN ME RACHEL LIM YUN SHI felt embarrassed!
yes, that bad! HAHA.

the BIG FOOT game that me and liling's group made! (:
OH MANS! I CONTRIBUTED TO ROSYTH SCHOOL! (:
actually, i only helped liling to draw the FOOTPRINTS! (:
whatever HAHA.

dali was filling me in with DIRRRRRRTY GOSSIP on the phone! (:
when clare doralynn julia screamed at meee! HAHA.
whoa then everybody went HYSTERICAL!
HERE HERE HERE IS THE FIRST HAND NEWS MANS :
GY, that pinky bimbo was spotted with MR.Q that dirrty computer nerd in J8 holding hands TOGETHER!
GY was wearing inches high wedges to compliment with MR.Q's height!
GY wears PURPLE eyeshadow to school pleasee!
MR.Q watch BRING IT ON 3times!! EEEEEWWWWW!
me and eme always see both of them flirting in the com lab mans!
anyway, 6PAIRS OF EYES spotted them! (:
with PHOTOGRAPHS taken as evidences! (:
yes yes this gossip spread so fast that within 15minutes, EMELINE WHOM IS ALL THE WAY IN CHINA KNOWS ABOUT IT TOO LAA! (:
all credit goes to me dali clare ruiyi! (:

met up with DALI in town. (:
LEVIS LEVIS LEVIS! (:
i tried like 10OVER JEANS! (:
HE SAID THAT MY LEGS ARE SKINNY AND SEXY! (:
like DUHHHH right?!?! HAHAHA!
anyway, DALI'S LEGS ARE FAT!
HAHHAHAHAA! but not as fat as FAT LEG's!
she went crazy over that LEVIS GUY laa!
we walked like 5over times in front of the freaking levis shop mans!
HAHAHA SHE IS DESPERATE FOR HIM THE WHOLE DAY!
so i spite her off by giving my PHONE NUMBER to him! (:
nooo laaa to reserve my jeans whaaat! HAHA.

we embarassed ourselves in that levis shop pleasee!
i bang on the changing room door, pull the knob and shout like crazy!
THEN i realised that the door can only open by pushing it instead of pulling it!
HAHAHHA! that levis guy laughed over our stupidity like crazy!
DALI IS STUPID THIS TIME TOOO! (:
HAHAHHHA! ( roll on the floor andd burst out laughing! )
dali's evil scheme is to wear a cleavage bearing tube to seduce him the next visit!
my evil scheme is to wear nothing and SNATCH THE LEVIS GUY AWAY FROM HIM! (:

I DIDNT GET MY DUCKIE UNDERPANTS! ):
POUTS POUTS POUTS.

watched MATERIAL GIRLS in cine! (:
it wasnt that boring really.
besides, IT TEACHES BIMBOS HOW TO BE A BETTER BIMBOS! (:
HAHAHHAHA!
haylie duff has a HOOKED NOSE!
claimed by dali! HAAHHAA.
DAMNIT WE DIDNT GET THE COUPLE'S SEAT!!! ):
i want to be one step closer to her! (:
lean on dali's shoulder. (:

dali introduced CHEESY TOFU to meeeeeeee! (:
ITS MY FAVOURITE SNACK now! (:
and i introduced to her ROASTED CHESTNUTS! (:

being a NICE BESTIEE, i walk her all the way home! (:
and doralynn, MY BESTIE IS CAROLYN DALI! (:
HHAHAHAHAHA! we dont look like besstiee pleasee! (:
BUT WE ARE AS CLOSE AS hillary and haylie duff in material girls laa! (:

i'm off to my WEDDING DINNER now! (:
YIPEEEEEEEEEE! (:
i cant wait to be a bride one day. (:

91511420! (:
HAHA! i still remember, my good old friend. (:

wreck of the day.

2006-11-12T16:10:00.000-08:00

YES I KNOW I KNOW.
my previous post is R.A and NC16.
but i'm lazy to edit it to PG.
SO I ENCOURAGE NOT TO READ THE PREVIOUS POST.

spent my day visiting granny. (:
sang songs with her. (:
god will always exist in our hearts. (:
and i know the lord will bless you. (:
you will rise up to heaven,
and be that star in the sky. (:
the special one that accompany me home everyday. ):

i have been crying days after days.
will somebody catch these tears of mine?
how long can these two months last?
seeing you suffer,
just make my heart aches so much.
i wish there is some ways for me to take your pain away.
god, please take my life in return of my granny's.

STEP UP with VALERIE SNG! (:
i didnt know she read my blog laaaaaaaaaaaaa!
I WAS DAMN DAMN DAMN SHOCKED!
how i wish i could find a hole to hide myself in! ):
I HATE YOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUU!
HAHAHHA! (:

anyway, i cant stand her!
she have FRIENDS EVERYWHERE!
her FRIEND was at the gv counter!
her FRIEND was in the lift!
her another FRIEND was OUTSIDE THE LIFT!
her WHOLE GROUP OF FRIENDS was beside us in the theatre!
her ANOTHER GROUP OF FRIENDS was in NEL as us!
many more places pleaseeeeeeee!
her ahbeng BILLABONG BAG friend kept staring at me in NEL!
WHY MEEEE AGAIN?! ):
i said i'm not an ahlian okaaaaaaaaaay!

talk about many stuffs with her today. (:
it was nice nice nice. (:
INTRODUCE TO HER TAO KAE NOI! (:
HEH HEH. (:

why must we always do something to mend the situation?
instead of thinking twice before messing up?
why must we wait for regrets?
why cant we just prevent regrets?

thank you. (:
somehow, your texts always come at the right moment. (:
you chase my moodiness away. (:

i wished i could dance away from all these pain.
leave me alone.

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And the light's always red in the rear-view
Desperately close to a coffin of hope
I'd cheat destiny just to be near you
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And I'm thinking 'bout calling on Jesus'
Cause love doesn't hurt so I
know I'm not falling in love
I'm just falling to pieces
And if this is giving up then
I'm giving up
If this is giving up then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love

And maybe I'm not up for being a victim of love
When all my resistance will never be distance enough

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And it's finally quiet in my head
Driving alone, finally on my way home to the comfort of my bed
And if this is giving up, then I'm giving up
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love

i'm numbed.

just like a star. (:

2006-11-10T21:35:00.000-08:00

they think of meeee when they are in chinaaaa laaa! (:
THEY MISS MEEE! (:
THEY MISS MY FRAGRANCE! (:

LOOOK! (:
my english is spotted in SINGAPORE MALAYSIA AND CHINAAA TOO! (:
credits to : louisa's pictures! RACHEL IMPERSONATION FORGERY! (:
HAHAHAHAHAHHA!

LIFE IS ABOUT PARTS AND PARCELS! (:
(HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!)
of loving my hubby. (:
with her BIGGO GIANT TUMMY! (:

I WANT WANT WANT MY VIBRATING SOAP! ):

candle lit dinner with j yesterday night!! (:
it was so fun doing grocery shopping with her! (:
i sat in the trolley and she pushed mee! (:
anyway, HER DRIVING SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS!
she act cool and do quick turn but ended up hitting the glass wall!
she ACT COOL again and pushed the trolley up the escalator! the trolley JUMPED up laa!
I DONT WANT TO MARRY HER ANYMORE!!
before we even DONG FANG ( move room! ), we already die in the wedding car! (:
HAHAHHAHAHA!

OH HER PANTS DROPPED IN NTUC laaa!
EEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKK!
it was damn retarded! i never seen anyone so retarded before!
plus her underwear is ZEBRA design?!?!
COOOLER THAN MINE LEHHHHHH!
she can go out without wearing her pants?!
that is like ewwwwwwwwwwwwwww!
i never wear my bra to school for one day and people make sucha big commotion including miss kok!
can you imagine if i go to town without wearing my pants, just t-shirt?!
HAHAHHAHAHHA! ( so fun! )

HEY I'M NOT A SEX MACHINE OKAY!!!
stupid frog princeeeeeeee!
and people we dont do those DIRRRTY stuffs that you think we will do alright!

hubby surprised me with a ring yesterday. (:
we helped each other wear the ring in the pool. (:
thats so sweeet of her eh? (:
i was really happy. (:
its so nice, being in love. (:

JOELLE ONG LI EN IS A TOTAL SISSY! (:
she cant talk! ( cause she failed her oral!!! )
she cant walk! ( cause she's lazy! )
she cant swim! ( cause she will have legs cramp! )
she cant stay in the water for too long! ( cause her skin will become JIAOJIAO, like OLD DOG! )
she cant start fire! ( cause her eyes pain! )
she cant walk on the therapatic stones! ( cause her leg is WEAK! )
she is scared of CATS DOGS! ( more like they are scared of her! )
she cant see without her UGLY SPECS! ( with or without actually doesnt makes any dif! )

OH MY GAWWWWWWWWWWD! WHY DO I LIKE SUCHA NIANG NIANG?!

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUWA NIANG NIANG! (:
i feel like burning red joss sticks for you to eat! (:
HAHAHHAA!

swimming in the pool with that LOSER whom cant swim! (:
I SWEAR ITS DAMN RETARDED TO WATCH HER WALK IN THE POOL!
i love swimming. (: reminded me of AQUAMARINE! (:
would you still love me if i am a mermaid with long hair covering my breasts?! (: ( JUDY DOES THAT AT HOME IN FORNT OF THE MIRROR EVERYDAY LAA! )
we tried the underwater kiss. (:
gosh its terrible!
cause we kept sucking in the water!
HAHAHAHHHA!
but its fun though! (:
any kiss is nice with your lips. (:

i have this feeling that those guys took a picture of us laa!
OH WHATEVER! (:
anyway, guys are damn small-minded pleasee!
i just went to ask them whether they can help me open the bag of charcoal, and they do all kind of dumb noises!
like GROW UP MANS! childish laa!
i just realised why i prefer my hubby to all the guys out there! (:
BECAUSE HER BREAST IS LIKE CUP C LAAAA! (:
its so SOFT and COMFY to lie on her breasts! (:
her tummy is softer than KING COIL'S mattress laa! (:

nice watery bathe in the toilet. (:
ssssssssh! our dirrrrty lil secret. (:
anyway, that toilet reminded me of JU-ON!! ):

told her my scary story of the VENDING MACHINE! (:
BEWARE OF WHAT YOU DRINK PEOPLE! (:

i love corrine bailey rae. (:

You've got this look i can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is au fait,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh Your love,

I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight
I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands.

you're just like a star. (:

digame. (:

2006-11-09T04:11:00.000-08:00

oh i made a new friend. (:
HAHAHHA! BUT I BET SHE DONT REALLY CARE ANYWAY! (:
i feel so happy to befriend someone whom didnt really like me in the past. (:
guess nobody knows who this person is except emo. (:
WEILAN hur! (:
its so nice of her to help me get bercardi. (:
i'm feeling the same way when i helped the wheelchair bound lady up the slope! (:

i love you emoline. (:
you are always there for me. (:
you run the whole of fareast just to find PAPER PEOPLE for me! (:
you travel the whole of singapore just to find their houses. (: ( sunflowers! )
you waited 2hours for me everytime i'm late! (: (kudos to you for being so patient with me! )
you played 20games of stress instead of leaving without me! (:
you do so much more than a friend can do for me. (:
and i really appreciate what you did for me. (:
thank you my sworn sister. (:
i truly want to be your sworn sissy. (:
one day, we must go through the traditional ceremony together! (:
we will drink each other's blood okay! (:
we will cut each other pubic hair and tie them up in a ribbon! (:
our hearts will always beat as one. (:

OH! joelle's cousin RONNY is in love with meee! (:
he plucked every single flower he can find for meee! (:
and HE PICKED UP DEAD LEAVES FOR LOUISA! (: HAHAHAHAH!
he fed me roasted marshmallows! (:
when i was on the phone with joelle, he asked j to put me on loudspeaker so that he can hear my voice! (: SOOO SWEEEET! (:
he SECRETLY call me after j put down the phone! (:
oh mans! (: I AM HAVING A SECRET AFFAIR WITH HIM NOW! (:
by the way, both joelle and her PRIMARY4 cousin are texting me?!!
its like they are fighting over meeee! (:
HAHAHAHAHHAHA!
i shall sit back eat my popcorn and watch the good show! (:
alright i'm evil! (:

this song is beayootiful. (:

On the ground
With my world
Upside down
I got a vision of your face
And I must get me out
For so many memories we've yet to make
God don't send to me your angels
I just wanna hear you say again

Forever love
Say you'll love
Digame, Digame
Tell me so
I can hold you in my soul
If I go
I'll know

When you smile
With those eyes
Baby it's like
You place a finger on my heart
And your lips next to mine
Make me think that maybe heavens where you are
God don't send to me your angels
I just wanna hear you say again

Forever love
Say you'll love
Digame, Digame
Tell me so
I can hold you in my soul
And if I go
I'll know

ssshhh. (:
hear my heart honey. (:

everytime we touch. (:

2006-11-09T03:30:00.000-08:00

YES YES YES YES YES. (:
dearie finally popped the question to me. (:
god am i so happpppppppppy. (:
her text make me smile myself silly. (:
i'm yours yours yours honey. (:
season yourself with sugar spice and everything nice. (:
cause i'm sure to eat you up. (:
YUMMY-LICIOUS! (:
HEH HEH. (:

anyway, EUNICE LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! (:
i know you tagged okay! (:
DUMB DUMB YOOOUUUUUUUUUUU! (:
eh i miss going crazy over you laaa! (:
HAHA! i guess next year i will see your ORANGE specs again! (:
i realised i dont really have much fate with you! (:
we are always at the SAME PLACE at the WRONG TIME!
oh well, just know that you are always my eyecandy laaa! (:
and next time put your REAL name when you tag! (:
EUNICE EUNICE YOUR ORANGE SPECS MAKES MY EYES GET ELECTRIFIED! (:

CHRONICLES OF SENTOSA! (: ( thought by jane sng! )

tanning again with EMO EMO EMO on tuesday! (:
another AHBENG asked me for my number! ):
AH BENG: can i be friends with you?
ME: ( took off my face towel ) NO!
10seconds after rejection.
AH BENG: then can i have your number?
ME: ( took off my face towel AGAIN! ) NOOOOO!
20seconds more after another rejection.
AH BENG: then i will give you my number!
ME: ( took off face towel for the 3RD TIME! ) DONT NEEEEEEED!

HAHAHAHHAHAH! some people are just so perservere to get my number! (:
OKAY I CANNOT BE TOO PROUD! (:
STUPID 2 INDIAN MEN STARE AT MY SPONGEBOB AND PATRICK NIPPLE STICKERS!
cause that tube slipped all the way down!
HAHAHHAHAHAHA!
i bet they think i'm a MAN WITH LONG HAIR! (:

emo was playing in the water with JELLYFISH!
WHY SHE NEVER KANNA STING HUR?!!?!??!!
HAHAHAHHAHA! (:

there! (: my adventures in SENTOSA! (:
BUT I STILL PREFER MY JASON AND TERRENCE! (:

EMO MY SWORN SISSY IS IN CHINA NOW! (:
our 20days together. (: are so damn FUN CRAZY SIIAOOOOOO! (:
though we are apart now, i will NEVER EVER EVER FORGET YOOOUUU! (:
MY BFFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! (: ( secret code! )
have fun in china! (:
i will wait patiently for your return! (:
EVERYTIME WE TOUCH, I GET THIS FEELING! (:
now i dont have this feeling anymoreee! ):
faster return horrrrrrrrrrrr! (:
I WANT EMO! I WANT EMO! I WANT EMO! ( candy aaron carter tune! )

out for HOTCAKES today with loweeeeeeeee! (:
i love going out with her AGAIN! (:
its so fun disgusting her out!
ARE YOU A DOG?!??!?! ( dirrrty lil secret! )
HAHAHHAHAHAH!

miss kok made me unbutton and show 80PEOPLE my sunburnt!
HAHAHHAAHAHAHA! (:
i love her today! (:
GOD MY SUNBURNT IS SO TERRIBLE! (:
HELLOOO I'M A RED INDIAN NOW! (:
shocked everybody with my beayoooootiful RED CHAO TA tummy! (:
OH I NEVER WEAR BRA TO SCHOOL TODAY! (:
OH I NEVER PANTS TO SCHOOL TODAY TOOOOO! (:
HAHAHAHHAHA!

HELLOOOOOOOOOO MY FROG PRINCEY! (:
i have this feeling you wouldnt see this anyway! (:
you always text at weird timings hur? (:
HAHHAA!
be my tudi laaa! YOUR BLOG IS LIKE A LYRICS STATION MANS!
i teach you how to be a professional blogger laa! (:
anyway, i'm glad that you finally let go of her. (:
i dont like it when you are so MOODY! ):
and hey! you are not a loser. (:
SULYNN IS ALWAYS A WINNER! (:
in being the CHUBB-IEST! (: ( a nicer way for fat hur! )
HAHAHHAHA! (:

SO MUCH TO DO, SO LIL TIME! ):
prom shopping with bestieee! (:
tanning AGAIN with jane and queenie! (: ( OKAY I AM CRAZY! I THINK I'M GONNA HAVE SKIN CANCER! )
date with my LAOSAI LOVER and jane that LAMP POST! ( a fat one! HAHAHA! )

oh, just gonna leave a phrase for you all! (:
LIFE IS ALL ABT PARTS AND PARCELS! (:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA! ( roll on the floor and laugh! )
JOELLE SAID THAT TO ME BY THE WAY! (:
make me LAUGH LIKE A MAD WOMAN ON THE BED AT 4AM IN THE MORNING! (:
you are so silly. (:

the techno version spoils the beauty of this song laa!
i love the piano version. (:

I still hear your voice,
When you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch, in my dreams
Forgive me my weakness,
But I don't know why,
Without you it's hard to survive
Your arms are my castle,
Your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that
I cry the good and the bad times,
We've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.. '

Cause every time we touch,
I get this feeling
And every time we kiss,
I swear I can fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side '
Cause every time we touch,
I feel the static,
Every time we kiss,
I reach for the sky,
Can't you hear my heart beat slow
I can't let you go,
Want you in my life.

i guess you are the only one whom can subdue this lil monster. (:

I DONT KNOW.

2006-11-04T02:37:00.000-08:00

I THINK I HAVE STM!
GOSH I DONT RMB ANYTHING THAT HAPPENED LAST FEW DAYS!

THURSDAY! (:
1ST contact with fern louweeeee abs since they came back from china! (:
watched the PRESTIGE! (:
its an ultra cool show! (:
that sparked so much sense into my blank head! (:
does magic really exist?
i guess,
you're the closest thing i have to magic. (:
FERN IS SUPER CLINGY AND NOISY!
HAHAHHAHA!

anyway, this cuteeee malay guy approached me! (:
whatever CREATE TALENTS COMPANY! (:
yesyes he wants me to be a FREAKING MODEL?!!!?!?! (:
i'm honoured i guess! (:
but i rejected him! (:
HEH HEH. (:
me and dali tuly lives up to our name eh! (:
THE AMERICA NEXT TOP MODELS! (:

for the rest of the day, me and eme RAN through town to look for JOELLE'S PRESENT! (:
gosh i think i ran so much that my leg hair all dropped mans!
WE ATTEMPTED TO SNEAK INTO THE CONDOM SHOP! (:
hahhahaha! but we didnt! cause that stupid eme spoiled my plan by wearing sch uni! TSKTSK.
searching for this PAPER PEOPLE shop in fareast is like searching for my brain in my body! (:
HAHAHHAHA!
anyway, we found the shop at the last minute! (:
we panted like mad dogs! (:
so the lady gave us 1BUCKAROO DISCOUNT LEHHHHHHH! (:
i think we need to do this everyday to get discount! (:
HAHAHHAHA!
DAMN THE SHOP IS COOOOL! (:

towards the end of the day,
things got so fun! (:
HAHAHAHAHHA!
here are the pictures! (:

OH MY GAWWWD! I CAN SEE MY SPONGE BOB PANTIES! (:
eme dont want to send me the rest! FINE!

i can conclude that whatever that emo claim are UNTRUE! (:
the anonyomous that claimed that SHE IS A BEAUTY HARD TO FIND is she herself!
HAHHAHAHA!
i must give her an applause on HOW SHE CAN CONSTANTLY COME UP WITH SO MANY ANONYOMOUS TO SELF-PRAISE HERSELF! (:

WEDNESDAY! (:
okay lets start with the day i pon sch! (:
went out with NUWA NIANG NIANG! (:
ate fish and co! (:
MY BABYLICIOUS GRILLED SALMON! (:
with EXTRA RICE! (: HEH HEH.
am i that scary hur?! ):
she dont dare to eat when she's with me! ):
she dont dare to PEE when she's with me! ):
SHIT YOU IDIOOOOOOOOOOOOT! (:
anyway, i told the waitress that she cant READ OR TALK OR WRITE! (:
HAHAHAHHA!
thats why her english oral got 8/20! (:

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! (:
i was ultra happy that day! (:
cause i helped a wheelchair bound up the slope! (:
town was so busy that day, yet no one initiate to give her a helping hand.
i realised singaporeans are pure selfish mans!
whatever.
when she turned back and smile at me,
my heart MELTS immediately! (:
IT REALLY PAYS TO DO A KIND DEED! (:
that happiness that i felt was 10times better than being in love or any relationship. (:

watch DEATH NOTE! (:
its an awesome show. (:
especially with the one i watch with. (:
KIRA is sooooooooooooo GOODLOOKING! (:
while LIGHT is sooooooooooo COOL! (:
anyway, CINELEISURE have this trolley shop that sells cool jap anime stuff! (:
i wanted to buy the DEATH NOTE book and the DEATH NOTE tie! (:
but i want to purchase the JAP GUY moreeeeeeeee! (:
he's so jumpy and cuteeeee! (:
plus his hair makes me and eme gooo WHOOAAAAAAAA! (:

GODDNESS OF MERCY sent me to the airport. (:
53busride was awesomely peaceful. (:
you know its sucha bliss to fall asleep with someone you love. (:
and waking up to seeing her face again. (:
watching her leave makes me cry a billion tears. )':
i swear i cried until my mummy came. ):
saying goodbye is really hard for me. ):
after you left, my eyes cant stop gazing at the direction you left. ):
i was praying for a chance, that you might come back. ):
sometimes i wonder,
where's the GOOD in goodbye?

i can hardly wait to go on a ONE TO ONE TRIP WITH VALERIE! (:
HONGKONG HERE I COME! (:
we can be MARYKATE AND ASHLEY OLSEN in new york minute! (:
I LOVE HONGKONG! (:
YOU LOVE HONGKONG! (:
WE LOVE HONGKONG! (:
EVERYBODY LOVE HONGKONG! (:
( tune from me and loweeeeeee company )

my lil broieee is in PERTH now! (:
taken from rosyth principal " CHILDREN PLEASE DONT MAKE THE PLANE CRASH! "
all my broiee's friend have the ELVIS PRESLEY HAIRSTYLE complimented with the looks of WILLIAM HUNG! (:
surprisely, they go to BURGER KING mans! (:
HIP HIP HIP MANS! (:
me and VAL kept laughing and imitating them! (:

I REALLY MISS THOSE TIMES WE HAD IN AUSTRALIA! (:
even if our parents are not on good terms, our friendship will never end alright? (:
i just wanna say, you and your broiee bring so much fun and enjoyable memories in my life. (:
and i love you valerie and melvin so much. (:
you said i wldnt find TRUE FRIENDS till i'm old enough or maybe never.
but you know what?
i found my true friends already.
you and your broiee are my bestfriends for life.
i swear. (:

that look you gave me left me so disappointed.
why must it always be this way?
everytime when i turned around and walk away,
then you chase after me.
why cant it be different for a change?
why cant you just initiate to take me for a stroll at the beach instead?
maybe i'm invisible beside your friends.
i guess if i disappear quietly without a trace yesterday,
you wouldnt even know.

2006-11-01T10:13:00.000-08:00

I do not like to share the limelight with other people so its best that my link be of EQUAL size as the rest :D and Rachel, you're gonna have a talk with me tomorrow! Wahahahahahhaha! You know you love talking to me! Lol! I miss you when i was in China :D

LOUWEE :D

how deep is your love?

2006-10-31T16:44:00.000-08:00

i had forgotten what happened in the last few days!
HAHAHHA!

anyway, CHINA GIRLS ARE BACK! (:
me eme seow JUDY CANDICE HO ran to the airport and fetch them! (:
the police came up the bus and suspect that my bag have BOMB!!
LIKE OH MY GAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWD!
SO EXCITING MANS! (:
we were all dressed up in weird outfits! (:
eme and seow as EMO couple! (:
me and judy as COOL couple! (:
actually i tied two ponytails! HAHAHA.

my CHINA BOYFRIEND IS THE CUTEST BOY IN CLASS! (:
sissy, ruiyi, fern have CHINADOLL HAIRSTYLES! (:
dali with her SWOLLEN LUO HAN YU FACE! (:
HAHAHHA! i wonder she will give 4D numbers! (:
bought FLOWERS for all of them! (:
couldnt pass one to CLARE LIM WANQI!

when dali drag me to her mummy, her mummy TOOK ONE STEP BACK LAAA!
SHE IS SCARED OF MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
stupid maryanne refused to hold my hands!
SHE IS SCARED OF ME TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
why is everybody scared of me? ):

SEOW I HATE YOU FOR TAKING AWAY ALL MY TAO KAE NOI!!!!!

I LOVE OK GO!!! (:
they are sucha cooooooooool band! (:
their songs and DANCE MOVES are like HAAHHAHAHAHA!
go youtube and check it out mans!
all of us spent out entire day practising the dance moves!
we laugh like crazy!
i showed them the KOREAN STUPID GIRLS SHOW! (:
we bang our head and laugh like BERSEK!
seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! joelle said its lame!
ITS SO FUNNY MANS! (:

I DESPERATELY WANT TO GO DOROTHY PERKINS AND SHOP EMOLINEEEEEEEEEE! (:

I know your eyes in the morning sun
I feel you touch me in the pouring rain
And the moment that you wander far from me
I wanna feel you in my arms again

And you come to me on a summer breeze
Keep me warm in your love, then you softly leave
And it's me you need to show
How deep is your love

How deep is your love I really mean to learn
'Cause we're living in a world of fools breaking us down
When they all should let us be
We belong to you and me

I believe in you
You know the door to my very soul
You're the light in my deepest, darkest night
You're my savior when I fall
And you may not think I care for you
When you know down inside that I really do
And it's me you need to show

How deep is your love?
I really need to know.

CRUSHING ON YOU. (:

2006-10-28T18:56:00.000-07:00

off to HALLOWEEN PARTY at downtown! (:
HAPPPYYYYY BIRTHDAY VICC MY ROMEOOOOOOOOOOO! (:
we get a tent in the park later alright?! (:
INTENSE INTENSE INTENSE LAAAAAAAAA! (:

what should i dress up as hur?
witch? vampire? angel? devil?
I DONT KNOW!
i want to dress up as my hubby's baby! (:

jesse mcCartney crushn

ohhhhhh
That thing you do
Makes me lose control
Cause I'm crushin' you

Cause today and forever
I'll be loving you (Right here baby)
See I'm so confused (should I let you know?)
How I feel for you
And I just can't deny,
that im hooked on your love
I know you got those

Kisses so candy sweet
I'm begging you on my knees
And loving you head to toe
I'm crushin on you

And if you were mine (I'd never let you go)
Cause you, you blow my mind
And when the time is right
Then I will give myself to you (yeah baby)
And I know that its you (here with open arms)
do you feel it too?
I think I'm going insane,
still I can't get enough of your love
Oh baby baby baby

Kisses so candy sweet
I'm begging you on my knees
And loving you head to toe
I'm crushin on you

chocolate i'm crushin on you. (:

i'm all about loving you. (:

2006-10-28T18:16:00.000-07:00

I AM GOING TO PERFECT MY ENGLISH! (:
i finally find my GOAL in life! (:
i wanna go to africa and teach kids ENGLISH. (:
i wanna teach them morales and values! (:
OH MANS! (: i find myself so ambitious now! (:
but i'm sure my goal will come true. (:
DONT LAUGH AT ME HOR!

OUT WITH JANICE YESTERDAY! (:
ate GRILLED SALMON at fish and co!!! (:
I AM ADDICTED TO IT! (:
shared with her this 1LITRE DRINK that is ultra nice! (:
we are like some couple sipping from this drink TOGETHER! (:
HAHAHHAA!

rushed for our 2.15 D.O.A show! (:
DEAD OR ALIVE IS THE COOLEST SHOW EVER!
and curse that two girls for saying its the worst show ever!
they have bad taste! TSKTSK.
HOLLY VALANCE IS LIKE SMOKIN' HOT! (:
me and queenie wanna learn KUNGFU and kick some ass! (:
HEH HEH.

I AM IN LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE WITH ROASTED CHESTNUT! (:
WHOOOOOOPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! (:
i was like some aunty sitting and peeling roasted chestnut! (:
but i cant resist not eating them! (:
shop around BUGIS my second home again! (:

NEL home. (:
send her home! (:
I THINK I MAKE SUCHA GOOOOOOOOOOOD GIRLFRIEND! (:
those whom have me are LUCKY mans! (:
HAHAHHAHA.

THANKS QUEENIE FOR GIVING ME COURAGE! (:
and for being my diary toooooooooo. (:

I've lived, I've loved, I've lost,
I've paid some dues, baby
We've been to hell and back again
Through it all you're always my best friend
For all the words I didn't say
and all the things I didn't do
Tonight I'm gonna find a way

Every time I look at you,
baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before
and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight,
dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you

You can take this world away
You're everything I am
Just read the lines upon my face
I'm all about lovin' you

Every time I look at you,
baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before
and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight,
dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you

that kiss brings me back into your arms.

2006-10-27T06:09:00.000-07:00

Rachel went out with her Queenie today and she loves her alot (x 1000000)! :D

If anyone dares to bully Rachel, her Queenie will slap them. (:

I'M LOVIN' IT! (:

2006-10-26T19:42:00.000-07:00

TODAY WAS BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

i am so glad i promoted! (:
read books on SEXUAL ENCOUNTERS WITH ALIEN?! (:
and MAKING BABIES WITH ALIEN?! (:
whatever i am so sick! (:
we had our last assembly and all. (:
this school seriously bring back so much much much memories for me. (:
the sec2 toilet with checopek. (:
sec2 classroom with wannabeones. (:
sec3 classroom with sardines. (:

had fun with SOCKS and XUAN! (:
went TADPOLE MOTH BUTTERFLY BEETLES BEES BIRDS COCONUT CATCHING! (:
socks is so cuteeeeeeeeeee! (:
she brought a SIFT to catch tadpole laaa! (:
HAHAHAHHAHA!
we climbed up and down the small drain!
xuan is so dirrrrty mans!
she used her hands to pick up the ants!
LIKE YUCKS YUCKS YUCKS!

I CAUGHT A BEETLE! (:
and i squashed it to death! (:
ITS SO CRISPY AND CRUNCHY! (:
HAHAHAHHAHA!
anyway, its blood is BROWN?!! (:

i am gonna put away the sadness and sorrow.
leaving this school,
means leaving these memories behind. (:

let me be the one. (:

2006-10-25T07:49:00.000-07:00

Somebody told me you were leavin'
I didn't know
Somebody told me you're unhappy
But it doesn't show
Somebody told me that you don't want me no more
So you are walkin' out the door
Nobody told me you’ve been cryin'
Every night
Nobody told me you'd been dyin'
But didn't want to fight
Nobody told me that you fell out of love from me
So i'm settin' you free

Let me be the one to break it up
So you won't have to make excuses
We don't need to find a set up where
Someone wins and someone loses
We just have to say our love was true
But has now become a lie
So I'm tellin' you I love you one last time
And goodbye
Somebody told me you still loved me
Don't know why
Nobody told me that you only
Needed time to fly
Somebody told me that you want to come back when
Our love is real again

Just turn around and walk away
You don't have to live like this
But if you love me still then stay
Don't keep me waiting for that final kiss
We can work together through this test
Or we can work through it apart
I just need to get this off my chest
That you will always have my heart

jimmy bondoc
let me be the one. (:

SAND BEACH WATERS! (:

2006-10-25T05:42:00.000-07:00

today's snapple real fact #122 :
A DUCK CANT WALK WITHOUT BOBBING ITS HEAD! (:

yarh i know, such a cuteee fact mans! (:

i bought a DUCK BATH MAT TODAY! (:
to prevent any toilet incidents!
HAHAHA cause i always slip and fall flat in the toilet!
yep but my butt is still in BRAND NEW CONDITION mans! (:

SENTOSA ROCKS THE SANDS MANS! (:

lazy to put in paddings in my tube! (:
so i replaced it with eme's SPONG BOB AND PATRICK STICKERS! (:
another one of rachel's COOL invention mans! (:
nipple stickers are OUT! (:
spongebob nipple stickers are COOL! (:
HAHAHHAHAHA!

JASON JASON i am still waiting in hougang for you laaa! (:
met ANGELINE and SERENE there! (:
we played VOLLEY CAPTAIN'S BALL with this bunch of 20 old HUNKS and BABES! (:
their skills damn gooood mans!
but ours not bad too hur. (:
they were all basketballs guys and dragonboat girls pleasee!

this CUTIE jason is damn niceeeeee laaa! (:
I PLAYED SINGLES VOLLEY WITH HIM! (:
he kept smiling at me when i hit the ball! (:
and guess what did he say to make my heart melts!!!
" DONT MESS WITH MY GIRL! "
OH MY GAWWWWWWWWWWWDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!
he was protecting me from the opponent! (:

TERRENCE also not bad laa! (:
when i was the goalkeeper, i was 5 FREAKING CENTIMETRES AWAY FROM HIM LAA! (: and he said " WHOA YOU ARE TOUGH! "
cause i stick my hands in between his knees to catch the ball!
HAHAHHAHA!

SCREAMS I AM STRAIGHT NOW! (:

CUPID PLEASE LET ME MEET MY JASON AND TERRENCE AGAIN! (:

OH YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I WORE TUBE TOP TO TAN?!! (:
stupid siewhwee said that it will drop down laaa!
so now even NEOXUEER knows laaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
HAHAHAHHA.
yunzhen ask me to wear a MATTRESS laa!
CURSE HER MANS! (:

anyway, i believed in FATE now! (:
we met that grp practially everywhere we go mans! (:
in the bus, the ultra bigggg VIVO CITY!
eme was like i dont believe in conincidences,
the next minute they were standing right in front of our eyes!
LIKE WHOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAA! (:
perhaps my future BOYFRIEND would be JASON or TERRENCE?! (:
HEH HEH. slap my own head mans!

here is my PAD WITH SAND?! (:
okay its lame! (:
HAHAHHAA!

OH. went home on NEL.
stupid eme shouted my name so loudly before she left laa!
and all those AHBENGS kept singing shouting screaming my name mans!
they are ultra irritating!
THANKS HOR EMOLINE CHEN YUE XIN!
though the one with dyed hair kinda cuteee. (:

i think i ate too much TAO KAE NOI!!!!!
that crispy delicious japanese seaweed!
now even my STOOLS are GREEEEEEN! (:
just like the stools of horses mans!
YUCK YUCK YUCK!

FROG PRINCE IS CHUBBY TOOOOOOOOO! (:

I don't wanna make excuses babe
Won't change the fact that your gone
But if there's something that I could do
Won't you please let me know
Time is passing so slowly now
'Coz what's my life without you
Baby I could change my every day
Baby I don't want to
I'll just hang around and find some things to do
Take my mind off missing you

What will I do
If I can't be with you
Tell me where will I turn to
Baby where will I be
Now that we are apart
Am I still in your heart
Baby why don't you see
That I need you here with me

I've been sittin here
Can't get you off mind
I try my best to be a man and be strong
I drive myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains
You're gone.

i wish i could make you happy.
but i dont know how to.
i promised
i will make you happy during your birthday baby.

SOAK UP THE SUN! (:

2006-10-23T18:53:00.000-07:00

EYECANDY 'S REPLY GOT ME HITTING THE CEILING! (:

" goodnight. i will reply you tmr. (: "

BANG HEAD ON THE WALL!
SOOOOOOOO SWEEEEEEEEEEEEET! (:
okay it sounds simple though! HAHAHAHA.
whatever laaaa i just went crazy giggling after i read it! (:

TODAY'S SUN IS GOOOOOOOOD! (:

I'm gonna soak up the sun
Gonna tell everyone
To lighten up (I'm gonna tell 'em that)
I've got no one to blame
For every time I feel lame
I'm looking up
I'M GONNA SOAK UP THE SUN! (:

out for tanning. (:

2006-10-23T07:53:00.000-07:00

I WANT CANDY! I WANT CANDY! I WANT CANDY! (:

my NEW EYECANDY is sooooooooooooooo i dont know how to describe her! (:
FUNNY! (: UNIQUE! (: ONE OF A KIND! (:
HAHHAHAHAHAHA!
her texts make me SMILE to myself mans!
i think i am mad! (:
but i love it! (:
OOOOOH LAA LAAAAAAAAAAAA! (:

sorry i cant resist not making her my new eyecandy mans! (:

I AM GOING CRAZY HEAD AND HEELS OVER HER! (:

went VIVO CITY with siyi! (:
its like freaking-LY crowded though it is weekday! ( i bet vic rmb this! )
i went OH MY SWEEEEEEEETS in candy empire! (:
bought this deliciously gorgeous CARAMEL chocs! (:
i love my new pullover! (:
its so comfortable! (: PURPLEEEEEEEEEE! (:
love the guy whom gave me the samuel and kevin cushion! (:

SHOP SHOP SHOP! (:
tried dresses at forever21 topshop zara espirit everywhere! (:
I AM GOING BACK TMR TO BUY MY PREEETY PANTS AT GAP! (:
cant wait for tanning tmr! (:
bought a TUBE TOP?! YUCKS!
whatever i am only wearing for tanning whaaaat! (:

shopping list for tmr! (:
1. banana boat tanning lotion! (:
2. VOLLEYBALL! (:
3. PREEETY PANTS at gap! (:
4. sling bag soooon! (:
5. my greeen slipper spotted with siyi! (:
6. MORE CORSETS! (:

had much fun talking so much with siyi! (:
i talk so much until my mouth cracking soon mans! (:
HAHHAHAHHA!

thats it! (:
lazy to type with my newly polished nails! (:
bought from the entrepreneur club! (:
RED POLKA DOTS NAILS?!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWW! (:
jessica yip suck big time for ruining my NAILS!

maybe i should open my own MANICURE SHOP! (:
dali will be my FIRST CUSTOMER to have her nails painted CHERRIES! (:

i am trying to memorise ENINEM JUST LOSE IT! (:
AH AH AH AH AH! (: ( screams! )
MELVIN SNG WEE LI I MISS YOOOUUUU LAAA! (:
i still rmb you fart at my face when i was sleeping while singing to this song lor!
YOU SUCK BUT I SUCK MORE! (:
cause i did that to you when you are sleeping toooo! (:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!

It's been two weeks
Three days long
I'm all alone since you've been gone
I can't keep myself from asking why
Just wanna see my reflection
In your eyes

Just know that
I'm with you
And what you feel
I feel it too

I'm feeling lately
I'm going crazy
Wondering how I'll go on without you
I keep on trying
Slowly dying
Thinking of how I need you here with me

I wear your shirt
The scent of you
Reminds of the night that we become two
There's nothing else
That feels the same
Everyday there's sun, it feels just like rain

Just know that
I'm with you
And what you feel
I feel it too

II'm feeling lately
I'm going crazy
Wondering how I'll go on without you
I keep on trying
Slowly dying
Thinking of how I need you here with me

If you think it's easy for me
Well, you're wrong
Sometimes I'm weak and baby you know
I'm not that strong

You're in New York
And I'm in L.A.
There's so much to tell you
Words I need to say
But your phone keeps ringing

I need you here with me
How will I go on without you?
It's been two weeks
Three days long
I'm all alone since you've been gone

i was peeking at you under the table.
i dont mind the distance.
as long i can see you smile everyday. (:

happy go lucky! (:

2006-10-22T08:00:00.000-07:00

DEAR I LOVE YOU. (: I LOVE YOU! (: I LOVE YOU. (:

we ran 2km! (: around my favouriteeeee place! (: *** ** ***! (:
eme ran with a big water bottle while i ran with a BUNCH of *******!

damn are we tired mans! (:

we loook so FLUSHED too! (:

the AFTER-SEX look! (: HHAHAHAHA!

ME eating my cup noodle! (:
so we sat at the bus stop eating cup noodles! (:
BUT WE ARE ACTUALLY RICH OKAY! (:
HAHAHHAHAH!
i ate halfway, and i realised eme forgotten to open the sesame oil packet!
and the sealed packet was still in my bowl!
but it still taste nice without sesame oil! (:
when the cup noodle is called SESAME OIL NOODLE?!!?!
so ridiculous mans!

shopping trip with mummy and broieeee today! (:
RACHEL SIMPSON HERE I COME! (:

THIS HUNKY MALAY DUDE ASK ME FOR MY NUMBER! (:
yesyesyes! but i didnt give it to him! URGH!!!!!!
HOW DUMB AND STUPID CAN I GET?!?!!!?!?!?!?!
#*&^!!%^*!!?@&*^%!!
HE IS LIKE CUTER THAN TAUFIK BATISAH LAA! (:
i'm so attracted to malay guys now! (:
HEH HEH. (:

wore a SHIRT WITH SLEEVE TODAY! (:
my wardrobe is all printed tees what!
HAHHAHAHA! so its special for mee! (:

IF I CAN REARRANGE THE ALPHABETS, I WOULD PUT U and I TOGETHER! (:

i love cheesy lines! (:

Why don't you kiss her

Why don't you tell her

Why don't you let her see

The feelings that you hide'

Cause she'll never knowIf you never show

The way you feel inside

Oh im so afraid to make that first move

Just a touch and we could cross the line

Everytime she's near

I wanna never let her go

Confess to her what my heart knows

Hold her close

Why don't you kiss her

Why don't you tell her

Why don't you let her see

The feelings that you hide'

Cause she'll never knowIf you never show

The way you feel inside

What would you say

I wonder would she just turn away

Or would she promise me

That she's here to stay

It hurts me to wait

I keep asking myself

Why don't you kiss her (tell her you love her)

Why don't u tell her (tell her you need her)

Why don't you let her see

The feelings that you hide'

Cause she'll never know

If you never show

The way you feel inside

Why don't you kiss her? ):

I'M LIKE A BIRD! (:

2006-10-20T23:18:00.000-07:00

I AM WAITING FOR EMELINE CHEN YUE XIN TO SEND ME THE PICTURES! (:

be patient people! (:
the pictures are damn FUNNY! (:
HEH HEH. (:

went to the airport on thursday! (:
I CRIED LIKE CRAZY when they left! ):
everybody was scared of me when i suddenly broke down!
HAHHAA!
but i really cant bear them to leave! ):
HUGS HUGS AND MANY HUGS! (:
i wanted to run in and kanna shoot down by the security police!
HAHAHAHA!
ate fish and co with eme and jolyn! (:
HOME SWEET HOME! (:

i think i am too emo mans!
i wanna cry AGAIN! ):
when i go to sch on friday early without seeing FERN waiting on the assembly ground! ):
and when lou is not there to do our volley cheer! ):
when abs is not there to buy fruits with me! ):
when dali is not there to SHOP with me! ):

i saw MR.GENTLEMAN at the airport! (:
sorry for not talking to you yepyep!
cause i thought you wldnt rmb me!
HAHHA!
but i texted you to apologise! (:

oh i heard PARTH is leaving for abroad! ):
kinda nice to rmb that i once like him! (:
we havent been seeing each other for a preety long time hur?
dont worry! (:
i will text you whenever i am freee! (:
SORRY FOR NOT REPLYING YOU ONLINE!

OKAY ENOUGH OF DEDICATIONS. (:

10 SURE-FIRE WAYS TO WIN A GIRL's HEART! (:

1. pamper me like a small lil baby! (:
2. HOMEMADE CANDLELIT DINNER!!! (:
3. fill the whole sky with BALLOONS plus a kiss! (:
4. custommade our very own TEDDY BEAR! (:
5. love confession on the HUMONGOUS TV along orchard! (:
6. bring me round the fountain of wealth! (: and make a teensy weensy wish! (:
7. our very own LOVE WALKIE TALKIE!!! (:
8. write a lil love romance book! (:
9. counting STARS on the mountain! (:
10. SHOW HER THAT YOU LOVE HER IN FRONT OF THEIR FRIENDS! (:

gosh! everything in the romantic chic flick! (:

i wished there was someone to do such stuffs for me! (:

love makes me do the silly-iest stuff for someone. (:

I told myself I wouldn't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face.
hubby baby popeye honey beng li en.

TALKING TO SULYNN IS SO FUNNY! (:
lets see! i think her favourite phrase is YOU ARE WELCOME! (:
HAHHAHAHA!
i want to make her my new EYECANDY mans! (:

BUT I WAS DETERMINE THIS TIME! (:
no more crushes eyecandies relationships for me. (:

YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! (:
i finally feel that i am freeeee now! (:
I'M LIKE A BIRD! (:
( me and LOU 's favourite song! )

EMO EMO EMO! ):

2006-10-20T11:33:00.000-07:00

THIS IS KINDA A SAD POST.
so i suggest you better skip it mans!

during the 1st part of volley competition,
i was really upset. ):
before every hit or service, i will turn and look.
yet, you werent there. ):
to cheer me on. ):
to smile at me. ):
to laugh at me. ):
your friends were there. ):
but you werent. ):
your friends cheered me on. ):
but you didnt. ):
i'm starting to realise part of my world cant do without you. ):

i guess you have forgotten about me by now.
the truth is,
all this time, you took a really special place in my heart.
nobody could replace you.
and all those memories that we shared.
my love never stops.
if only i could replay it all back in a tape. ):
i would love you even more than i used to. ):

i just wanna be this anonyomous in your life.
giving you flowers on your doorstep.
blessing you in my prayers everynight.
just loving you secretly.
and forever.

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby.
I'm so hollow.

everything is lost rachel. (:
i'm swearing off all love. (:
swinging single baby. (:

VOLLEY VA VA VOOM (:

2006-10-20T11:27:00.000-07:00

3B1 POM PI PI! (:

my class is like TALENTED OR SOMETHING?! (:
HEH HEH.
yet that TEO is like some THICK SKINNED MONSTER!
we told her we got 4TH, and she said " YES! 2 OF MY CLASSES GOT IN! "
like WHAT THE HELL has it got to do with her mans?!
in what ways has she like help us?!
she did not teach us the volley game rules at all!
she did not let us play the actual volley game at all!
all she knows how to do is,
MAKE US STAND AT THE FENCE LIKE SOME PRISONERS!
tell me in what ways has she help mans?!
IS HER SKIN MADE OF ELEPHANT'S SKIN OR WHAT?!

ANYWAY, we are naturally talented! (:
we did not practice AT ALL!
we did not know how to play the actual game until today!
we learned the rules today!
and yet we managed to squeeze in a 4TH PLACE! (:
fought against 3D1 3C2 3E1! (:
they are all TRUE CHAMPIONS mans! (:

EMELINE AH SEOW CANDICE SHIYUN CHARISSA JESS! (:
YOU ALL DID A VA VA VOOOOOOOOM JOB! (:

movie is like boring!
but phototaking session with shiyun seow eme was kinda fun! (:
with TEDDY in the picture tooo! (:
YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! (:

SPECIAL MISSION ACCOMPLISHED TODAY! (:

we brought our love around singapore! (:
it drives me crazy! (:
my heart beats faster everythime we come so close! (:
ring! we ran together hands in hands! (:
that excitement we shared was so shiok! (:
drops of sweat and heat . (:
we finally accomplished this mission together! (:
GOD DOES IT SOUND MUSHY AND DDIRRRTY! (:
HAHAHHAHAHHAHHA!

i really wanna breakdown,
when you didnt rmb that i was your friend. ):
when you didnt rmb that i existed. ):
my heart aches like crazy. ):
i really miss you as a friend. ):
i begged her to include you in. ):
cause i wanna brighten up your day too. ):
though we arent as close as before,
but you really mean so much to me. ):
while making the trip,
i was telling all those happy memories we shared. ):
with your dog last year. ):
i wished you could treat me like last year. ):
i miss you being daddy. ):
i miss being mummy. ):

If you love the life you live, you will live a life of love. (:

GOOOOOOOODNIGHTY MY KINGDOM. (:

el nin yo! (:

2006-10-18T02:54:00.000-07:00

YOU GOT MY TEMPERATURE RISING LIKE EL NIN YO! (:

you refers to THE GANG! (:
HAHAHHAHA!
life dedications to china girls in previous post! (:
please put your finger on the mouse and scroll down! (:

STAY ALIVE IS SUCHA THRILLER! (:
some funny incident happened! (:
all because of that idiot JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE, me and eme were late for the movie!
we went in late, and there was this shocking movie effect!
WE JUMPED AND SCREAMED!
everybody in the room started laughing!
so we made STAY ALIVE horror movie into a COMEDY! (:
HAHHAHAHHA!

i decided to change my style during my extreme makeover with eme! (:
ASHLEE SIMPSON MY FASHION ICON! (:
look at rachel in 11days time!
SHE IS THE NEW RACHEL SIMPSON! (:
HEH HEH.

so i tried on millions of corset with eme! (:
CORSET MAKES ME FEEL GOOD! (:
it reassured me that i am slim! (:
HAHHAHAHA! moreever i always put on S size! (:
anyway, my first corset experience was TERRIBLE HORRIBLE AHHHH!
i didnt try corset before.
so i chose this corset with NO ZIP, RIBBON, HOOKS!
i managed to squeeze into it SUCCESSFULLY! (:
yet I CANT TAKE IT OFF!
and its like freaking 119BUCKAROOS!
like crazy mans! i am not going to waste my money like that!
but it was stuck at my head and shoulders!
i squeezed until my whole face hands body turn RED!
and i was like suffocating in the changing room for 15whole minutes!
when i finally pulled the corset out, my body have 5scratches!
CORSET IS A TOUGH EXPERIENCE MANS!

phuture state have nice CORSETS. (:

OH WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! (:
i shall teach you all how to measure your CUP SIZE! (:
exciting experience from personal grooming! (:
FIRST : measure circumference of your boobs at the level of your nipples! (:
SECOND : measure circumference of your boobs at the level above your boobs! (:
THIRD : subtract the two measurements to get the difference! (:
1 inch : A- cup
2 inch : B- cup
3 inch : C- cup

my mummy's cup is like AS BIG AS EUROPEAN CUP LAAA!
)))))))))))))))))):
mine have potential to progress more okay! (:
POSITIVITY IS THE KEY! (:

my TRAINER today is like some GEYLANG AUNTY!
her eyeliner is like DARK PURPLE AND BLUE?!!!
lipstick like MARILYN MONROE RED!!!!
hair like WEIWEN SPIKES IN RED!!!
ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!
however she have this special ability! (:
she can EXPAND HER NOSTRILS! (:
HAHHAHAHHAHA!
i was like sitting right UNDERNEATH her NOSTRILS?!
like, i can see its NOSTRILS HAIR!
DOUBLE EEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWW!

i am COOL! (:
my colours are : PURPLE RED BLACK WHITE
cant wait for shopping with my beloved QUEENIE! (:
cause we have the same colours and shade! (:

i almost burst when the lady said that PURPLE IS TOO MUCH FOR ME! ):
yep, only lou knows why i feel like bursting! ):
purple is her fav colour and and and...
SHE IS NOT TOO MUCH FOR ME! ):
cause i love her! ):
I LOVE HERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! ):
HMPF! no matter what, i am wearing purple for prom! ):

i love purple and i dont care!

Day after day time pass away
And i just cant get you off my mind
Nobody knows i hide it inside
I keep on searching but i cant find

The courage to show, to letting u know
I've never felt so much in love before
And once again im thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if i let u go i will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will i ever see you smiling back at me?
How will i know if i let you go?

Night after night i hear myself say
Why cant this feeling just fade away?
These no one like you
You speak to my heart
Its such a shame we're worlds apart
Im to shy to ask, im to proud to lose
But sooner or later i've got to choose
And once again im thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if i let u go i will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will i ever see you smiling back at me?
How will i know if i let you go?

CHINA OOH LAA LAAA!

2006-10-18T02:08:00.000-07:00

LOVE DARMA RALATIONSHIP! (:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!
i bet fern lou eme abs will laugh when they see this! (:
( roll on the floor and laugh mans! )

anyway, china girls are leaving tmr! )):

WHY CANT I LIVE WITHOUT THEM?

when DALI is gone,
my life will be freezing cold and dull! ):
i realised she is my HEATER.
she is BLACK and can absorb heat better! (:
HAHAHHAHAA!
i will freeze to death without her HOTNESS to warm me up! ):

when LOU is gone, the whole name RACHEL LIM SHU EN will be broken! ):
( we got this name from a sec1 girl i think. )
there's RACHEL LIM in singapore, and SHU EN in china! )):
SCREAMS! ): I WILL MISS YOU LIKE LAOSAI PUNGSAI MELINDA SAI! ):
we cant sing 'how come everytime you come around, my london bridge IS GOING DOWN! '
and i cant give you love kisses anymore!
you are like my sweeetiepie! I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU!
anyway, i will TAKE GOOD CARE of your melmel! (:
dont worry! (: SHE IS SAFE IN GOOD HANDS. (:
pssst! i know what you did YESTERDAY. (:
HAHAHAHHA!

when SISSY ABS is gone, i cant give her love bites anymore!
but anyway, i bit her today again! (:
so as to leave a darker mark! (:
HAHAHHAHAHA!
i'm going to perfect my cheesy cupcake recipe.
so that i can serve SISSY hot steamy cupcakes! (:
THEN I WILL POISON HER!
SO WE CAN TONG NIAN TONG RI SI! (: ( same date same time DIE! )
HAHAHHAA! (:

when FERN is gone, i cant lean on her shoulder anymore! ):
i cant turn her sleeves TRANSPARENT ANYMORE! )):
HAHHAHAHA!
you go drop in a puddle of dirt and make yourself black laa!
YOU PALE SICKLY GHOST! (:
and i did not drop into a puddle of oil when i was young okay! TSKTSK.
HAHAHA. cassandra fall flat on the floor when she was young , thats why her face so FLAT!
anyway, i cant wait to carry out my plan to make fern happy when she is in china! (:
i love it when fern leans on me! (:
YOU KNOW WHY?! (:
cause she is so HEAVY mans! and she put her entire weight on me!
so i will encourage myself that i will gain muscles if i perservere! (: ( eme use this motivation too! )
fern you are like my dumb bell mans! (:
HEH HEH. (:

meanwhile, me and eme are going through EXTREME MAKEOVER. (:
running jogging bikini shopping tanning prom dress CORSETS. (:
WHOA LIKE SO MUCH TO DO, SO LITTLE TIME! (:

2006-10-14T04:29:00.000-07:00

BENCHWARMERS IS AN EXUBERANT MOVIE! (:

i love this movie. (:
because of you. (:
am i silly?

THIS GUY IS LIKE A RETARD! (:
he is slower than me and fern!
he can hold on to a boiled egg for 5minutes and realised that its hot!
2minutes more later, he screamed in pain!
my retard boyfriend. (:
HEH HEH.

even if the zither is destroyed,
my heart still plays the song.

why is love so hard to find?

2006-10-13T21:17:00.000-07:00

MY GORGEOUS PEGGY GOT 3RD IN NEW FACES! (:

stupid dali emo fern said that she is not preety!
and they kept saying that she won win!
HMPF! ): i was like freaking upset laa!
but anyway, i dont care! (:
cause she not only wont 3RD! (:
she got BEST BODY and BEST PERSONALITY! (:
i love you fern!!!!!! (:
this is my first time hearing fern cheer so loudly! (:
more ever for my friend that she dont know! (:
FERN YOU ARE THE BEST! (:

I CAN HARDLY WAIT TO GO ON A HOLIDAY WITH MY GORGEOUS! (:
I CAN STARE AT HER EVERYDAY! (:
WOOHOOOOOOOOS! (:
my 50plus votes paid off. (:

we saw PAUL TWOHILL! (:
he's kinda cutee! (:
dont really like his hair though. HAHA.
and KENNETH from seventeen is like CUTE HOT MUSCULAR WONDERFUL!!! (:
despite wearing pink shirt! LIKE OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD!
his braces is like the BEST BRACES IN THE WORLD! (:
HAHA. i like braces people. (:
JOAKIM! JAMIE YEO! and many many blah blah. (:

me clare lou bought many stuffs. (:
CORRECTION! me and clare ONLY! (:
lou that MAN never buy anything at all pleaseee!
but she never even help us carry anything laa!
WHAT KIND OF MAN IS SHE MANS?!!
TSKTSK.
clare looks PREETY in dress! (:
but somehow i just dont like the dress that she bought.
CLARE DONT WEAR THAT TO PROM LAAA!!
i tried many dress too! (:
and i realised for my figure, its so diffcult to find a suitable dress! ):
BUT I AM WEARING A CORSET most probably! (:
cant wait to search for prom dresses with CLIQUE A, DALI, CLARE! (:

stupid lou and clare they bully me mans!
there was this sign that kept blinking.
so i asked them what is it. cause i am BLIND! HAHA.
and they said its " BEWARE. UGLY WOMEN APPROACHING! "
then i nearly believe them!!
they CLAIMED that i am the UGLY WOMAN! ):
I HATE CLARE AND LOU!! THEY SUCK!
HAHA. its actually " BEWARE. VEHICLES APPROACHING. "

OH. I GAVE SISSY ABS A LOVE BITE TODAY! (:
you better keep it forever hor! (:
HAHAHHAA!
lou and me were celebrating our 1MONTH!
then me and eme fat butch date SECRETLY!
so lou and eme are unhappy that they cant get me!
and they FIGHT OVER ME?! (:
i guess its AGRESSIVE CHASING FOR RACHEL'S HEART! (:
stupid eme ditch me and date sissy abs!
i was angry! so i gave a LOVE BITE to sissy abs! (:
and we became PURE LESBIANS! (:
HAHHAHAHA! (:
my love story is so INTENSIVE! (:

sissy abs pleaseee bring my CHEESY CUPCAKE RECIPE tmr! (:
and i am not a LOUSY COOK! (: HAHHA.

this aunty at bugis street ask me and fern whether we want this ULTRA CUTE COUPLE SWEATER! (:
i guess we look COMPATIBLE mans! (:
maybe i should just ditch everybody and go for FERN! (:
i'm intending to seduce fern on monday! (:
and make her mine. (: HAHAHHA.
fern ah fern. (: please be more HAPPY when you are blogging!
oh oh oh! this is how slow she can be!
5 LONG MONTHS AFTER this couple break up!
fern : " HUR THEY BREAK UP?!! OH MY GOD! "
slow like shit! (:
she is upgraded to TOAD IN THE WELL WELL WELL! (:

kind of lazy to continue. (:

I CANT WAIT FOR :
1. rob-b-hood with siyi simin! (:
2. grudge2 with dali eme FERN THAT WEAK HEARTED! (:
3. humans challenge on monday with eme seow! (:
4. project runway with eme! (:
5. THURSDAY DEATH DAY : PROMOTION DAY! ):

If it's love that keeps us breathin'
Gives us something to believe in
Is it fear that makes us blind?
Tell me, why is love so hard to find?

If we hear so much about it
And we can't go on without it
Let the mystery unwind
Tell me, why is love so hard to find?

goodmorning duckie. (:

2006-10-12T04:57:00.000-07:00

HAPPY HAPPY DIMSUM STEAMING IN THE POT! (:

had dimsum with dali on wed! (:
WE ATE AND ATE! (:
especailly our FAVOURITE, HAR GOU! (:
pity those abby eme lou have to eat KFC?!
i think their stomach is really SOMETHING mans!
can TAHAN such horrible food!
har gou, chew mai, prawn roll, ABALONE balls and blahblah. (:
YUMMY!! (:

so my results are OKAY yep! (:
me and emo are the BLOOMING FLOWERS! (:
she got the highest for some, and i am second or third to her! (:
HEH HEH. jiahui seem kinda shock when i told her my results! (:
JIAHUI mans! (: HAHAA.
AMATHS was wonderfully well done too! (:
14/100! (: i am so happy! (:
cause i got ABOVE 10! (: HAHAHA.
anyway, i found out that someone is much CLEVERER than me mans!
she got 13/100! I WONDER HOW SHE DID IT?!

I WONT RETAIN! (:
YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! (:

anyway, clare tempt me with SHANE's pic!
she is damn HOT HOT HOT yep! (:
i think i am going to start on L-WORD too! (:
i bet i will be damn addicted to it pleaseeeeeeee.
but i think my waist smaller tahn SHANE! (:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!

and i think CANDICE HO is like ultra duper cute! (:
i cant wait to compete with her in the HUMANS CHALLENGE! (:
WOOHOOS.
i am in charge of ........... PRESSING THE BELL!
emo in charge of ........... RAISING UP HAND!
val in charge of ........... of course ANSWERING THE QUESTIONs laa!
AIYAH, we suck pleaseeeee. HAHA.
lets continue on candice ho,
she wrote me a testimonial!! (:
and she said i am ONE OF A KIND! (:
OH MY GOD. I AM IN LOVE WITH HER! (:
she is like so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
HE HE HE HE HE! (: i love seducing her. (:

tmr is founder's day! ):
I AM NOT HAPPY AT ALL!
boring like shit pleaseeeeeee.
i cant wait to go shopping with emo and fern! (:
can buy our APPLE CROMBIE JEANS! (: ( rachel's way of spelling! )
HAHAHAHHHA!
and i get to see my childhood friend PEGGY tmr! (:
HOT GIRLS HERE I COME! (:

i cant wait to watch ROB-B-HOOD with simin and siyi! (:
LOUISA KHOO is my boyfriend mans! (:

THANK YOU SEOW WEI LI FOR PUTTING UP MY LINKS! (:
SEE YOU PASS YOUR EMATHS! (:
WO AI NI WORZZZ! (:

go to sleep now people. (:

sorry for being so heartless.
i cant make myself to forgive you.

i'm a monster. ):

I don't wanna know it's over
So save your goodbye kiss
I don't wanna know it's over
Cause ignorance is bliss
I can hardly see
What's in front of me
Cause the vodka's running on empty
I can't stay sober
If it's over
I don't wanna know.

goodnight rubber duckie.

2006-10-10T07:06:00.000-07:00

TODAY IS A WASTE OF TIME MANS!
but was well spent with my FRIENDS! (:
HAHAHAHHA! ( why did i HAHAHA for hur?! )
yes yes, played the WORD game with clare and lou!
and i kept LOSING! ): TSKTSK.
cause all my words are like " rape, ape, pig, poo, GAN, SIM, SAR! "
HAHAHAHHAHA. stupid mans!

so me emo fern and abby planned for our JUMBLE SALE! (:
which is taking place about next month! (:
COME PEOPLE COME! (:
GIVE US YOUR MONEY MANS! (:
HAHAHAHHA!
selling fern's anime vcds, emo's clothes, abby's DONT KNOW WHAT?!

played badminton and watched the sec2 volley.
their volley skills quite goood mans!
BUT OURS BETTER LAA! (:
MORE PROFESSIONAL mans! (:
anyway, the main FUN was when we went to the LIBRARY! (:
that LAO AUNTY was like scolding us and said " GIVE ME YOUR KITKAT! "
supposed to be " GIVE ME YOUR EZLINK CARD. " HAHAHA.

we played UPWORD.
here is the picture! (:

fill in the BLANKS people! (:
the answer will be reveal tmr! (:
WOOHOOS! (: how EX-CITING MANS!

lazy to continue! HAHAHA!
went POLYCLINIC with my dear AH SEOW! (:
she like have CHEAP AND LOUSY FEET!
yet she still dare to wear EXPENSIVE BIRKEN STOCK!
plus the fact the birken stock looks like from PASA MALAN pleasee!
HAHAHA! (:
waited damn long. register her register there. SIANZZZZ mans!
but saw this cute lil HYPERACTIVE boy playing at the kids corner!
I WANT TO JOIN HIM MANS! ): POUTS.
HEH HEH. he is like ultra HYPER laa!
he could play with an empty chair and table?!
he played TOOT TOOT TRAIN with the chair!
then he hide underneath the table! and he crawl under the table and chairs as obstacles?!
LIKE SOOO CUTEEE MANS!

ate GELARE at hougang with dali and seow. (:
all thanks to dali's GREAT IDEA!
more likely her CHEAPO-NESS mans!
cause gelare have 50% DISCOUNT on tuesday for waffles!
see! my bestiee is not as CLASSY as you all think she is lor! TSKTSK.
i think i am the only one that sees this side of her! (:
AINT SHE CUTEEEE?! HAHAHAHA!
seow that cheapo only know how to eat my money!
she ate my 3CHEWMAI and chocolate overload waffle! ):

borrowed vcds and home! (:
both of them kept saying that i am NOT CLASSY ENOUGH! SOBS.
SEOW IS MY UNLUCKY STAR mans!
lucky my mummy never hear both of us talking abt cf mans!
HAHAHA! only she knows! (:

anyway, MINE,YOURS, AND OURS is a funny movie! (:

i love my SLAVE PARTNER, JUDY! (:
and i miss sitting with her since exams started! ): POUTS.
i bought her with 5BUCKAROOS only pleasee! like HOW CHEAP mans?!
HAHAHHAA! she reject my offer to spend time with me today!
i absolutely thinks that she is so cute! (:
especially when she scold me and bully me! (:
somehow, the way she scold people is so ATTRACTIVE! (:
I THINK I AM OBSSESSED WITH HER! (:
cant wait to spend time with you, my SMURF! (: ( the vulgar kind! )

i know i cant have you.

I wish you love
My breaking heart and I agree
That you and I could never be
So with my best
My very best
I set you free
I wish you shelter from the storm
And a cozy fire to keep you warm
And most of all
When snowflakes fall
I wish you love.

GRANNY'S DAY! (:

2006-10-09T06:59:00.000-07:00

today is GRANNY'S day! (:

i wore the t-shirt that CANDICE CHAI gave me! (:
HEH HEH. but the two slits that she cut at the sleeves SUCKS mans!
okay shant criticized it anymore! THANKS CHAI anyway! (:

i bet many people knows that my GRANNY read fortune! (:
SHE IS DAMN FAMOUS mans! HAHA.
the WHOLE SINGAPORE knows her pleaseee!
JB BATAM GEYLANG EVERYWHERE LAA! (:
all those people that went to her all won 4D!
those that strike 4D gave her FREE tour to msia and many FREE hp!
anyway, so many people wants my granny that people invite her to temple laa!
LIKE HOW COOOOOOOL mans!
just like her GRANDDAUGHTER! (: HEH HEH.

SO FUNNY! i rmb she help ann na read her fortune!
my granny said ANN NA will have alot of BOYFRIENDS in future!
she said DALI will have a BLACK gf!!!! (S**!!!)
she said minghwee will have a angmoh BOYFRIEND!
and i will MARRY A RICH GUY AND BE A RICH TAITAI! (:
AM I LUCKY OR WHAT?! (: be jealous people! (:
but the fortune of those 3DEPRESSED SHITS is the FUNNIEST mans!
i can laugh until i die! HAHHAA. especially L's! ( I DONT WANT TO SAY HER NAME MANS! LATER PEOPLE THINK THAT I REALLY LIKE HER PLEASEEEE! TSK. )

so i played POWER RANGERS with all my cousins! (:
FOR TWO HAPPY HOURS! HAHHAA.
my brother and cousins are the GOODY GOODY POWER RANGERS!
and i am the EVIL MONSTER QUEEN laaa!
like so irritating pleaseee!
all 4 of my cousins ganged up to TICKLE meee!
then they use blanket cover me and bash me up with the BOLSTERS!
walaoooo! they really treat me as a monster i tell you!
I HATE KIDS MANS! (: HAHAHA!
actually i love kids and i want to have my own baby! (: SHUT UP RACHEL! HAHA.

yes yes i went to CRYSTAL JADE! (:
and spent 100 BUCKAROOS on food! (:
i squashed myself with food food and more FOOD! (:
I ATE LIKE 4BOWLS of rice and one FROG CONGEE! (:
life is all about eating mans! i would rather die than not to eat!
MUNCH MUNCH MUNCH. (:

i know you dont love me anymore.
i know i am nothing to you.
i know you dont even rmb me.
i know we are impossible.
i know i know i know.

why am i holding on to nothing?
why cant i just let it go?
why cant i just give it up?
why cant i just face up to reality?
why cant i be how i was before?
why why why?

everybody thinks that i would have let you go by now.
but i didnt.
i really didnt.
you are different.
you are special to me.
and baby i just cant let you go.
no matter how much truth i heard from you.
no matter how much all my friends persuaded me to.

i know that the past is gone.
i know that i am holding on to nothing.
but i am not willing to let everything go.
i believe that if i didnt give up,
you will know that
i really do love you.
so here i am,
praying for this second chance.
praying that we could have just one last dance.
can true love really touch a cold heart?

am i suffering,
because i am too stubborn?

goodnight hanhui.

FAT BUTCH AND ME! (:

2006-10-08T08:52:00.000-07:00

TODAY IS A C O L O U R F U L DAY! (:

WHY? WHY? WHY?!!

CAUSE I HAVE HER! (:

when these two SMOKING HOT GIRLS are put together,
one just couldnt stand the hotness of the other

and

and

TURN BUTCH !!!!!! (:

my fat butch is SUPER DUPERLICIOUS NICE TO ME TODAY. (:
past : " EHH! CARRY YOUR BAG YOURSELF LAH! "
PRESENT : " i help you carry your bag LAOPO! "
HAHAHAHHAHAHAA!

i am damn jealous that she can SPIKE up her hair!!
that stupid saloon aunty said that my hair is too AFRO-ish!
HAHAHAHA!

anyway, we spent our whole romantic time at BILLY BOMBERS! (:
with lizard and tanny walking up and down in front of us!
YEAH, boring mans! HAHAHHA!
L said that I AM CUTE!!! (:
I AM CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! (:
WOOHOOS! WOOHOOS! WOOHOOS! (:
SHE IS OFFICIALLY MY TOP 20! (:

fat butch fed me banana split cause my mouth was SPLITTING!
we shared COOKIES AND CREAM MILKSHAKE! (:
which remind me of my CHECOPEK! (: whom is a CHECOSOH now! HAHA.
anyway, we didnt take a COUPLE picture, because my neck looks CROOKED today!HAHAHHAHAHAHA!
anyway, working at billy bombers is like BORING mans!
i would rather work at COFFEE CLUB please! (:
look at all yanyi's colleague!!! ITS LIKE IN BUTCH HEAVEN?! ( bang head on table!! )

so so so we started playing this game,
SUPERMAN BATMAN SPIDERMAN! (:
the loser have to eat PICKLES with CHILLI PEPPER SALT!
guess what?! FAT BUTCH WON ALL!!!!!!
except once pleaseeee! so i ended up eating the whole PICKLE! ):
both of us ended getting PICKLE FREEZE!
PICKLES are like EWWWWWWWWWWWWW!
they should be banished to AFRICA mans!! HAHA!
the last bet was to FLIRT with L! (:
yes i did! I wrote on this piece of tissue,
" CALL ME! (: SEXAY RACHEL at 9******* ! (: "
stupid T came and ask me whether i really like L!
which is like the STUPIDEST THING ever! TSKTSK.

i already have my BIG FAT BUTCH LAOGONG mans! (:

OH MANS! when we bought the movie tickets,
i lean on FAT BUTCH's shoulders and request for a COUPLE'S SEAT tickets! (:
HAHAHAHHA! and that guy at the counter just gave the " UH HUR? " look!
so freaking funny! (:
I THINK I AM AN EMBARRASSMENT TO ALL MY GIRLFRIENDS!
that FAT BUTCH ran away after i make my request to the counter guy!
LOSERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! (:

JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE is a superlicious GOOD MOVIE! (:
he is like superlicious SWEEEEEEEEEEET to his girlfriend! (:
i wished i was a guy! (:
actually i am physically! (: HAHAHAHA!
then i could do all those things to a girl that i love!!
like, bring her on a personal cruise and dance! broadcasting my love to her on the HUMUGOUS SCREEN in town!
yepyep i would do that for someone that i love! (:
but a girl doing that for a guy is like WEIRD!
I WANNA BE A GUY MANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then i can spread love to the world! (:
WHATEVER.

john tucker like wore a g-string and started a new FASHION STATEMENT!
me and fat butch are going to wear G-STRINGs tooo! (:
soon, the whole school would be wearing G-STRINGs! (: YEAH!
YES WE ARE THE TREND SETTERS! (:
then we are going to wear our BRA on the outside too! (:
HHAHAHAHAHAHA! ( roll on the floor and laugh! )

alrighty, we went home and blah blah!
overall i had A ROMANTIC TIME with FAT BUTCH! (:

MY LAOSAI LOVER! (:

i miss you DESPERATELY. (:
seriously mans! (:
its been long since we last have a BREAST to BREAST talk! (:
we must find a time to flirt in the toilet yepyep! (:
HAHAHHAHA!

hey, dearie. (:
its been 3weeks since we last spoken.
those days when you accompany me home. (:
on the phone and all. (:
when i just didnt feel like going home,
you were there. (:
like my personal bodyguard. (:
its hard to let go of the 1week that we shared.
baby, i swear that week was the happiest moments in my life.
and i couldnt bear to let everything go just yet.
what we have is so unbelieveable.
now that its gone,
my heart still stuck deep in our past.
i miss you really thousand ways.

goodnight foo.

2006-10-07T06:06:00.000-07:00

i just watched CINDERELLA STORY.
and i freaking hate it. ):

i tried so hard to believe that fairytales are true. ):
i tried so hard to believe that happy ending will happen. ):
and what do i get? ):
nothing. ):
absolutely nothing. ):
you came and broke everything that i once so strongly believed in. ):

you never appreciated me.
you pushed me away like some ragged doll.
i am just a clown in your eye.
you made use of the fact that i love you.
you love the fact that i pampered you.
to you, i am just someone whom you could play with.
you said you couldnt make up your mind.
days weeks and months.
its not that you love me.
you just didnt want to let go of something whom can pamper you.
you do not love me.
you love yourself.
plain selfishness.

you betrayed my trust in you.
you go around telling people all my secrets.
when you promised to safeguard it.
does my words not worth a place in your heart?
so now the whole world knows.
are you happy now?

a bouquet of rose hur?
temporary happiness hides a deep cut.
some kind of lies that you can freaking made up.
do you even know how my heart sank?
when your friend tell me the real truth.
you and your friends put up a show.
yet you never stopped them.
you just played along.
now i see,
thats how you see of me.
i am just some naive person that you can play with.
a physical wound can be healed.
yet mine is deep down.
and it can never be healed.
i am a fool to love you.
now that i am way past,
you could save the effort of ganging up with your friends cooking up some cheap lies.
dont try to deny,
cause my fuse is ready to blow.

i am disgusted by your actions.
you think you are so cool.
you think you are so fun.
those whom discriminate are whom they insult.
you never really bother about my existence.
as you played that foolish act in front of your friends too.
hey, its been long seen through by me.
yet i never really care how you put me in front of your friends.
i just believed in myself.
how pathetic are you.
acting nonchalent is your feat.
acting that i am nothing to you is your favourite.

please dont come around and knock on my door,
cause i dont want to have to pick you off the floor.
when you ask if we can still be lovers,
i will close my god damn door.

yet everynight,
i foolishly pray for you.

today is seriously not my day.
SIGHS.

littlest thing.

2006-10-06T20:47:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
my new artist of the month : LILY ALLEN!!! (:
SEXAY! (: COOOOOOL! (: PREEEETAAAYYY! (:
her songs are like so UNIQUE! (:

THE LITTLEST THING. (:

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things remind me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on,
Tell me is this the end?

tell me please.
its killing me.
so slowly.

CHECK OUT HER SONGS! (:
for all those CHEAPO PEOPLE LIKE EMOLINEEE! (:
HAHAHHAHA! kidding yepyep. (:
http://lilyallenmusic.com/

HAPPY LANTERN FESTIVAL! (:

2006-10-06T20:18:00.000-07:00

POP PRINCESS! (:

Check out LILY ALLEN's SMILE video at
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D_jjuCfdksQ

FRIDAY NIGHT IS 2B1'S NIGHT! (:
spend the entire night with DALI, LOWEEE, ABBY, VIC, CLARE, CHARMS, HWEE. (:
FUN like hell mans! (:

THAT STUPID CAROLYN lead us go round and round ard hougang mall just to find lanterns!
to think she stay in hougang since she was a BLACK BABY! HAHAHA!
LOUSY SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! (:
in the end, we bought MICKEY and WINNIE THE POOH lanterns! (:
ULTRA CUTEEEE! (:
but whats missing is the MUSIC mans!
so we chant the music when we walk ard PUNGGOL PARK! (:
stupid AHBENGS stare and stare non stop mans!

OH OH OH! we kanna complain pleaseeeeeeeee!
we sat on the road and burn candles paper leafs and even CAKE! EVERYTHING!
HAHAHA!
and BEST! we still sing SEC3 CAMP SONG! (:
WE WILL WIN THE WAR! (: HAHAHA! my grp dynamite just rocks laaa! (;
okay i am out of topic! BUT WE WON WHAT!! OF COURSE i must advertise LAR! (:
suddenly, there's this guy standing behind us talking on the phone.
" YES YES! ALOT OF PEOPLE THROWING CANDLES INTO THE POND...complain..complain..!"
initially, we didnt really care at all! HAHHA!

" YES YES! AT 800M MARK! "

and we all stare at the floor! ISNT THAT US?! HAHAHHA!
the next minute, we packing everything up and going CRAZY! (:
HAHAHHA! extreme situations call for extreme measures!
CLARE have to use her new slipper to put out the FIRE! ultra stupid!
THEN WE RUSH OUT OF PUNGGOL PARK! (:
some GREAT ADVENTURE MANS!

i hate CLARE LIM WAN QI mans!
she used HER HANDS to pick up that LIZARD!!!
CORRECTION! FROG! (: HAHAHHA!
and she threw it at us!! YUCKS I TELL YOOOUUUU!!
and she still have the cheek to tell me!
" THE FROG DAMN DRY! BUT THE STOMACH IS DAMN WET! "
like, CLARE LIM YOU SUCK MANS!

we were like so happy practicing throwing our SPARKLES into the pond laa!
until that COMPLAIN KING come and spoil our fun! URGH!
i showed off my SHOTPUT SKILLS! (: mine it landed on the grass and kanna burnt! HAHHA!
louisa showed off her GOLF SKILLS! (: and it hit the tree! HAHAHA! so much for showing off!
abby showed off her UNKNOWN SKILLS! (: HAHAHA! the small boy scared of her mans!

off we go to CHARMS's house! (:
it is damn COSY! (:
with her freaky poster in her dining hall! HAHAHA!
her dog love mee mans!
it kept CHASING after meee! (:
and it always lie on the bed and PLAY DEAD! HAHAHA!
actually i force it to play dead! HAHHAHAA!
i like to bully animals! (:

emo's dog LICK ME FROM MY TOES ALL THE WAY UP TO MF FACE PLEASEEE!
i miss EMOOOOOOOOOOO! (:
and her house! (:
for the past few days, it has became my SECOND HOME! (:
and her father and mother know meee! (:
liangliang go spread to her parents that i influence emoline laaa!
her mother was like, " SO YOU ARE THE INFAMOUS RACHEL?! "
okay i am FAMOUS! (: HEHEHEHE!

lazy to continue! (:
but i am so HAPPY that i get to spend LANTERN FESTIVAL with my 2B1 FRIENDS! (:

GOOOOOOODNIGHT WORRRRRRLD! (:

i will keep my promise good. (:
the moon is really round tonight. (:
and i really wanna share it with you. (:
goodnight hanhui. (:
i miss you.

from the bottom of my broken heart.

2006-09-06T00:25:00.000-07:00

From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love,
you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose

From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love
I never knew love till there was you

"Baby," I said, "please stay.
Give our love a chance for one more day"
We could have worked things out
Taking time is what love's all about
And I'm back where I started again
Never thought it would end

"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind
Where do I go?
And you didn't hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know,
I still miss you somehow.

HAPPY! SHA LA LA! (:

2006-09-05T22:10:00.000-07:00

YIPEEEEEEEEEEE! (:
monday was FUN with my SUGARYPUFF! (:
correction! SHITFACE! (: haha!
we went to eat HOTCAKES! (:
i went to check out whether my NICE DRAWINGS still there!
ITS STILL THERE MANS! HAHA!
on the 3rd wall near the toilet! PEOPLE RMB! (:
sugarypuff sucks mans!
SHE STEAL ALL MY BUTTER mans!

anyway, her dressing sense is like, EWWWWW MANS!
she wore an APPLE top with fbt!
looks like a DELIVERY PERSON pleasee! (: HAHAHA!
while i look so classy with whatever i wear mans! (: HEH HEH.
yes yes, i bought a rose for my SUGARYPUFF! (:
sadly to say, under her poisonous touch, THE ROSE DIED WITHIN 1DAY!
but i think i am so sweeeeeeet to give her rose mans! (:
OH MANS! I CANT STAND MYSELF! I AM SO FREAKING NICE LAA! (:

OUR NEXT ADVENTURE:
we stalked HANHUI and KELLY! (:
HAHAHA! super duper funny!
we thought they went into videoezy store, so we discuss a plan at macs.
so as to not LOOK DESPERATE, we will walk into the store,

louisa: (push open the door) AIYAH! I WANT TO BORROW VIDEOS mans! (shout loudly to the whole store!)

rachel: OKAY. (: (walk towards hanhui) OH WHAT A COINCIDENCE mans! smile fakely! (:

louisa: YARH! dont worry! WE ARE NOT DESPERATE TO SEE YOU! (: smile fakely AGAIN! (: we are just passing by to borrow vcds! (: SMILE WIDELY but FAKELY! (: we are REALLY (emphasized) not desperate!

HAHAHAHA! its damnit funny!

BOWLING! (:
i'm the champion among everybody okay! (:
i used my bowling abilities to beat everybody! HAHA!
hanhui's bowling SUCKS BIG TIME MANS!
me and sugarypuff joined forces and form the CHAMPION team : SWEETIE PIES! (:
dumb name! anyway, i come up with it mans! (:
its the LATEST AND COOLEST word, PEOPLE! (:
we shldnt call people asshole or shitface. ( STARE AT LOUISA)
we must have CLASS you know. (:
so i came up with the idea of calling people, SWEETIE PIE! (: ( and you smile FAKELY )
HAHAHHAA!

yes and louisa got obsessed with SMILEY FACES NOW!
she copied my method mans!
her text to melmel : you are so dead. (: why dont i buy you a coffin? (: you suck. (:
whatever, something like that laa. HAHA.
SMILEY FACES ARE ULTRA COOL MANS! (:

while me and louisa are studying at the tv room,
i suddenly shouted : CAN YOU HEAR THE CRIES OF VIRGIN BOYS?!
HAHAHAHHA!
cause her swimming pool is filled with BOYS! FILLED! FILLED!!
then our imagination grew,
what if we shout to the boys : EH! VIRGIN BOYS! (: smiles cheekily! (:

reply: WE ARE NOT VIRGINS! (:

okay, dumb! HAHAHAHHA! we were imagining what!

oh! oh! OH! PUBLIC AFFAIR by jessica simpson is sucha NICE and BIMBO song mans! (:
me and louisa were doing bimbo poses in the room!
i wanna be jessica simpson EATING THAT ICE CREAM mans! (:
HAHAHHAHA! watch the video mans! you will laugh at it!

THIS SONG reminds me of my BELOVED BESTIEEEEEEEE! (:
dedication to my BESTIEEEEEEE :
i miss you so much mans! (:
you are the best AMATHS TEACHER in this entire planet! (:
better than my WORK-IN-THE-WET-MARKET-AUNTY AMATHS TEACHER!
HAHAHA!
when exam ends, we can go deliferance and gorge on the ENTIRE MUSHROOM PIZZA! (:
and please dont ACT CARING for the african kids! (inside joke BETWEEN US)

dali : you shldnt waste food! ALL THOSE KIDS IN AFRICA ARE DYING!
( 1 SECOND LATER)

dali : I DONT WANT TO EAT! I'M ON A DIET! ( push the pizza to me. )

dumb right?! HAHAHA!
dali is sucha FAKER mans! (:
but i still love her like crazy!! (:
and i have a SURPRISE for you when sch reopens! (:
SMILES WIDELY. (:

and i saw my CUTE BOY on monday! (:
too bad he didnt rmb me and louisa anymore! ):
but we once shared an INTIMATE RELATIONSHIP mans! (: HEH HEH.
he is MIXED BLOOD laa! and SUPER DUPER CUTE! (:
i still rmb, he dont like LOUISA! (:
BUT HE LOVES ME! (:
i realised all the small lil kids love me more! (:
he sat beside me and TOUCHED MY HEAD! (:
and he accidentally touched my BEEEEEP mans! (:
and i'm so proud of it! (:
HAHAHA! okay i am crazy when i just kanna molested!

END OF STORY! (: lazy to continue alrdy! (:
HAHHAHA!

EMOLINE MAKES ME SMILE LIKE AN IDIOT TO MY HP. (:

fooooo you suck for making me cry all the way home. ):
my eyes swollen because of you. ):
stupid bus driver. ):
stupid you. ):
stupid msg. ):
but your silly drawings cheer me up alot. (:
YOU CANNOT DRAW mans!
thanks for being so nice to me. (:

brush your teeth! (:
SO THAT I CAN GIVE YOU A PHONE KISS! (:
HAHHAHA! fat hope!

what i like about you. (:

2006-09-03T21:02:00.000-07:00

I've got SO MANY things to tell you tmr! LALALALLALA! We're officially together, eee. YEAH! Tmr's our FIRST date :D

thank you for loving me. (:

2006-09-03T16:47:00.000-07:00

i love you.
and i will protect you at all costs.

i love you.
and i will be your secret guardian angel.

i love you.
and thats why i wants the best for you.

you deserved so much more.

do not turn back because of me.
your friends are more worthy of your love.

i just want you to know,
that i've been keeping all those letters that you wrote to me.

and baby i'll never forget you.

memories.
the love that i left behind.
i wish it was the same.

if loving you means letting you go,
i will. (:

I'll be there for you,
these five words I swear to you
When you breathe,
I wanna be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
I'd steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what love can do

I'll be there for you. (:

2006-09-01T22:46:00.000-07:00

Hello Rachel :D
Your blog is up and please post :)
Dont you think the URL is so nice, i think its the nicest thing on earth.
Its fits you so well (:

LOUISA, the love of your life :D

FOO FOO AND MORE FOOS! (:

2006-09-01T17:36:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY WAS A GREAT GREAT DAY WITH FOO! (:

amazing facts i found out abt her:

1. she have WEIRD and UGLY eyebrows! (:
2. she is FAT FAT FAT! (: but i love pinching her FATS. (:
3. her BREASTS is HUGE mans! I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY ALL THE BUNGS' BOOBS SOO BIG! AND MINE SO .......!! )): HAHAHA.
4. my MAMEMOO have a PAPA now! (: (foo have one on her left shoulder too!)
5. when she breathe, HER BODY GOES UP AND DOWN!! (: but i still like leaning on it. (:
6. she acts like a JUNGLE WOMAN in macs!! (: HAHAH.
7. she dance like a RETARTED ROBOT! (: like meeeeeeeeee! (: we cant go clubbing! SO SAD. ): i go your hse and dance in your room next time! (: HAHA. and you dont have breast to dance like RIHANA!
8. the way she scream, is like so HORNY mans! i feel like recording it down, and play to everyone! (: (she sounds like she is on bed mans!) HAHHA.

studying with her was FUN. (:
look at the way she squirm when i seduce her with my leg! (:
I LAUGH LIKE CRAZY! HAHAHA.
those who go heartland macs, must go to the 3rd seat near the toilet!!
cause i engraved my beayoooootiful name on the wall! ( I LOVE BOOBSY)
CORRECTION! i helped foo to write it on her behalf! (: HEH HEH.
i used my AMAZING MATHS ABILITIES to help her finish her maths homework! (:
once again, RACHEL SAVES THE DAY! (: WOOHOOS.

the kovan mrt was the FUNNIEST! (:
we saw this SUPER DUPER AUNTY guiding a japanese tourist to doby ghaut!
(p.s. that aunty is more AUNTY than me pleaseeee!)
the way they speak, can make people laugh and roll around on the floor mans!

aunty: I TELL YOU AHH! take this purple one then go to that green one then change! (points damn hard on the board)

japanese tourist: HUR?! (dont understand english! morelikely dont understand THAT AUNTY laa!) HAHAHA!

aunty: I TELL YOU! I TELL YOU! WAIT! WAIT! (SLAP the tourist's hand DAMN HARD!)

HAHAHAHAHHAHA! me and foo stand there and watch comedy! FUNNY LIKE SHIT.

FINE! i know lovewrecked is kinda boring!
i will watch MY SUPER EXGIRLFRIEND with you laa! (:
though it really doesnt sound nice mans! HAHA.
WE SAT AT THE COUPLE'S SEAT!! (: woohoos.
i just found out why it's called the couple's seat laa!
only couple's seat can put up the arm rest thingy in between! SMUGS. (:
OKAY I'M SLOW! HEH HEH.
all the couples at that row like so hankypanky mans! I'M JEALOUS! HAHAHA.
nvm! we also very ROMANTIC one! HAHAHA.
i make foo scream! so that we have the (when in bed) sounds! HAHA.
UH HUR!! WE WON!!! (:
fooo is so nice to meee! (:
she know i didnt like SALTY popcorn, so she help me finish it all!
then i can eat my SWEEET ones! (:
thinking back abt it, i think she is not really helping right?! HAHAH.
i am amazed by her ability to STUFF THIS HOTDOG IN HER MOUTH LAA!
i ate like a pig in the cinema mans!
UN-SPICY BEEF HOTDOG. (:
BEN AND JERRY! cherry gracia! (:
POPCORN!! (:

I wldnt pick a rockstar. (:

i just wanna be shipwrecked to an island just with you. (:

THAI EXPRESS was okay too yep! (:
I SCARED HER! she is sucha SISSY mans! (:
i found out foo hate COCONUT! (:
i hate YAM! and she loves it! TSKTSK.
i think she love all those disgusting food mans! HAHA.
she is scared that i know so much stuff abt her! (:
i know that she love FLESH IMP. (:
i know that she love MILUBING. (:
i know that she love JAYCHOU. (: and you better lend me the JAY CHOU cd!!!!

CONCLUSION: I HAVE FUN WITH FOO. (:

i'm falling in love with you. (:
i have 34 more days with you. ):
but i will treasure these times. (:

tell me when you will be mine.
tell me quando quando quando.

FRIENDS ARE LIKE BOOBS! (:

2006-09-01T08:21:00.000-07:00

FIRST OF ALL,
i am going to say that I LOVE LOUISA WONG SHU EN! (:
you are my SWEETIE PIE forever! (:
without you, my CIRCLE BREAST would turn TRIANGLE! (:
without you, my PUBIC HAIR would not be SOFT AND SILKY anymore! (:
HAHAHAHA!
you will NEVER be bored in your life, WITH ME AROUND! (:
i dont mind being a clown to make you laugh! (:
I WANNA HAVE A BIRTHMARK LIKE YOU!!! (:
HEH HEH.

NEXT,
i love all of my friends! (:
and you know what,
i miss ALL OF YOU SO DAMN MUCH! ):
its just the beginning of the holis!
i think i am gonna die without all of my friends!
I CANT LIVE WITHOUT MY FRIENDS! (:

I MISS EMOLINEEEE! ):
my beloved DPOG! (:
you brighten up my life everymorning! (:
the truth is,
i always peek at you when i am singing the school song and the pledge too! (:
okay, i think i'm so in love with you! (:
and i always admire how you can PUFF your hair up so high mans! (:
HAHAHHA. ni shi wo de IDOL mans! (:

AH SEOW! AH SEOW! (:
i am like so jealous of charissa laa!
cause she can do so much fun stuffs with you!
and EAT YOUR BREAKFAST EVERYDAY! (:
i really miss bopping around to SEAN PAUL TEMPERATURE song! (:
aned singing my self composed song,
'UNDERNEATH YOUR CLOTHES, THERE'S A MILLION NIPPLES!' (:
HAHHAHA!
i enjoyed watching you and judy hiding under your jacket when watching AMERICAN HAUNTING! (: HAHAHA!
seow ah, i have a secret to share with you! (:
i dont know how to shoot ice mans! (: JUST LIKE YOU! (:
HAHAH! nvm mans! i'm going to master the SHOOTING ICE SKILLS soon hor! (:

CANDY THE COOL! (:
i miss PIGGING out with her! HAHA!
i miss turning around and watch her transform into a SLEEPING PIG! (:
HEH HEH.
you know what, i think your nose is cute! (:
even if shufern kept saying its ugly! HAHA.
(P.S. actually i'm the one whom stole the SUSHI!)
HAHAHA! *roll on the floor and laugh!

FATTY ABBY! (:
i wonder how your butt can go TICK TOCK like the clock mans!
HAHAHA!
DONT WORRY! me and louisa will continue to STUDY your butt! (:
and we will LIFT YOU UP, no matter where you are! (:
HEH HEH.
i think abby is sooo cuteeeeeee! (:
ESPECIALLY HER EXTRA SMALL SIZE NOSE! (:

FERNIEEEEEEEEEEEE! (:
YOU ARE GAY! (:
BUT I LOVE IT! (:
you know what, if i was WANG LEE HOM,
i will fly to china to find you laa! (:
HAHAHA.
and when you wear your KARATE outfit,
it makes me go WOW! (:
LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT mans! (:
HEH HEH.

XUAN! (:
you are so dirty mans! (:
next time we must set up BUBBLE TEA SHOP together hor! (:
(inside joke!) HAHAHA!
and i bet you have GREEN SHIT too lor! (:
I REALLY THINK YUXUAN IS SO PREEETY LAA! (:

if i ever get to retain, you all will be the ones that i miss. (:
truly, madly, deeply! (:
TOUCH WOOD MANS!